Problems after problems... Just can't rest in peace lah! WTf
Suddenly came up wif this problems arnd me. And it's totally disturbing my peace. My usual days are not there anymore, where ppl used to do our own stuffs just like that. But now, ppl like to pester me so much, thinking that i'll change! Fat chance man! Who the hell are these ppl to change me?!?! Wat, am i not good enough for them?!? Or should i be replaced by someone better?!? C'mon lah, there are worse ppl out there though, y not change them first b4 coming to me?? And why shld i listen? I'm myself, i shld noe wat i'm doing... It's just that ppl come and talk to me, saying mayb there are some things that i've not done right.. That's all!! I'm not a person to be forced to do things by the way, even to the death i will not stop... Wanna point out something, pls speak nicely. I'm a human, not a dog to be barked from...
Many would've thought why i didn't come for many practices, esp NYP band.. Lol Well, first of all, without this Fasting thingy i would've come for more practices, but what can i do? the fasting has filled up all the holidays! =(
Another point is that it'll be a waste of effort sometimes, to be coming for band that often. I still rmb the previous concert, where there's quite some practice, but most of them are the same old game.. I dun blame laoshi or wat, it's the matter of how we band members can play properly anot... Unfortunately there are some ppl who needs practice.. So am I... But it's fasting month! I'll grow tired playing the same shit, especially i'm a brass player. My lips will tired and there'll be no point of practising anymore, i'm not that so stupid to do so... The main point of playing is to concentrate more on our tactics and sight-readings to tackle a piece of score! I noe my sight-reading is not that well, but i'm concerned more on my playing even more. I mean, a good sound is better than having to tackle all the notes but wif the wrong tactics isn't it? So there's a bit of point there. Lol
Like what Kenneth told me, i've gone bonkers! Haha. I felt that my days are so boring that it's not like myself! I dunno wat it is, mayb it's coz of the restrictions that i'm having currently... Sometimes my parents used to complain me of using the comp more than anything else, but to say, can't be helped rite? If only i had a job or some other activities to concentrate on, then i wouldn't be sitting here in front of the comp! Lol. I even have budgeted expenses, it has restricted me from going out anywhere too! Even sometimes i asked for ez-link top-up oso wanna complain. Haiyo! I dunno wat to say liao.. Go out cannot stay at hm oso cannot! Lol
Well, i dun give any damn about those.. I just hope they will understand me... I still have a life to enjoy currently, not a piece of junk to be ordered around and rot like hell... Lol
Okay, guess i have to rest for now... Mayb too tired that's why. Haha
The main character, Tohno Shiki, was involved in a serious accident during his childhood. So severely injured that it was thought he was dead for certain, he nevertheless miraculously survived. However, due to that incident, Shiki was sent away from the Tohno household and entrusted to the care of a distant relative's family.
Shiki has a secret. Ever since the accident, he could see lines in every object. By passing a blade through these lines, he could easily cut apart anything. Troubled by this ability, young Shiki is given a pair of glasses by a lady he meets (Shiki calls her "Teacher") which hides the "lines of death" from his sight. Thanks to this, Shiki was able to live normally up until now.
However, circumstances change. A letter for Shiki arrives informing him that the head of the Tohno Household, his father, has died. By orders of the new head of the household, he must return at once to the Tohno house.
The story begins when Shiki, now a highschool student, returns to the Tohno Household. On his first day, he kills a woman in a fit of insanity. However, his 'victim', Arcueid, turns out to be an immortal, a vampire, and she enlists Shiki's aid in a conflict between opposing vampire factions.
From the start, the mutual attraction between the two is undeniable. However, dark secrets overshadow their burdgeoning relationship. Can Shiki overcome the various obstacles before him? Obstacles brought about by blood-thirsty vampires, by Arcueid's hidden past, by the unspeakable secrets of the Tohno Household, and by Shiki's own forgotten past. Finally, the greatest obstacle of all: Arcueid is still a vampire.
Such a sad and nice show which i finished watching. It really touched my heart =)
Yeah! Finally feel good to be up sleeping like a pig! And of course, having the appetite to sleep! Yay, good good, make me more tired so that i can sleep more! lol
So yesterday got the alumni so-called 'practice', but it's more of some lame shit stuffs, hanging around and playing my laptop haha! And i project it on the screen so that everybody can see wat i'm doing. lol. But the stupid thing is wif my M1 broadband, which doesn't seem to load pages on the internet sometimes. It has been happening these few days, think there's something in my comp, mayb some small error, that could cause in the long loading of the page, or even didn't load at all! Dun tell me there's virus again, or else i have to re-format again, and have to do all the hard work back from the start!!!!
Den after the alumni prac, went to NYP, not for practice, but to return instrument ONLY! haha. After that rushed to the GV to buy tickets for 'I pronounce you Chuck and Larry'. Damn hilarious! IT WAS SO DAMN GAY SHOW I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE MAN!!! lol. But i got caught being underage when entering the cinema, but the person FINALLY let me go! Thanks lots dude! lol
Den after that, went home and watched animes again... I think i fainted again last night, i was on my brother's bed when i woke up at 2am. The previous one was the night before or two nights before, when i was playing wif Flash and den suddenly it went black. Then i woke up on my bro's bed. And my comp still on, the Flash program still there but i was appearing offline on MSN. o_O?? Haha! The tiredness surrounds me! lol
So today, had badminton exercise! Never sweat this much for such a long time! I felt as though it's raining in the hall! lol. And my legs hurt alot, mayb coz of the 'never exercise' habit. Especially wif my left leg, hurt more than the right. o_O?? Sounds weird though. And Has entioned that i have a weird style of playing badminton, especially when i move, and my legs moved in a weird way.. Mayb coz of the pain, OR mayb it's the style that makes my legs hurt alot! So i dunno! haha
I think there's a little problem wif my lungs, seems like there's sth that's clogged when i was trying to breathe in deeply while playing the badminton. Once i breathe in, i felt something there, like some pain or sth, somewhere in between the lungs and the heart. Den i can't breathe in deeper. As i played, i just can't breathe in deep coz of that 'thing' down there. Err, i dunno wat it is, mayb it's the limit? But it's not serious though. T_T
Den showered, got tired and sleepy.. Yay! Sleepy! At last! My project 'Tired' is going on well so far! I just wanna be sleepy sleepy like i did as usual! lol So took the time to wait for Eve and Wp to eat. Must waste time b4 break fast. So went to AMK hub go walk walk although i'm already restless like a zombie, sumore listening to my songs, getting more sleepy and the temperature's perfect for some 'ZZZ symphony band' practice. Hahahahahaha!
So came home late (7.38pm) and my mum smsed me 'i thought you were coming home'. lol I went home oso didn't eat anything, coz i drank my apple tea ice blended on the way home in the bus and it was super brain freeze! I can't even felt my lips and it was so shiok! lol
Came home, online MSN, but still felt sooooo sleepy, so put up that notice, everyone shld understand. And it realli happened, i was sleeping for 2 hrs.. Den i suddenly remembered i gotta watch Shingetsutan Tsukihime! I was curious to noe the next episode so i woke up and watch it...
So now, waiting for things to cool down (due to the sadness of the story). I almost cried towards every episode, and if i continue straight i'll faint man! It's so freaking touched my heart it brings sadness. But it's just a story, so no problem. Lol. Just hope the ending will be a good one, or else i'll start cursing this anime already! lol
Well, today was a sleepy day... I slept thrice, but all three for awhile only. Haha. I finally can sleep again lor! If not, i will go insomnia... Lol I just have to concentrate to sleep later! I was playing CS when i start to close my eyes suddenly... And den went Bang! I was headshotted... And also due to my bored and sleepiness while playing my performance didn't do quite well... Got an average score of 100 and 20 deaths it is on a de_dust... It's twice worse than my normal performance!!! I really shld get my head fixed up for this problem. Lol
Well, saw this on YouTube... Quite cool and funny. Damn freaky guitarist Tommy Emmanuel plays without any score and he's just merely improvising... Notice his dynamics, much much better than what i play on my trombone lar! Wth i'm so envied...
Went band just now... Felt like an alien once again. Haha. Mayb some of my section ppl went anxious or unhappy, kind of wondering my sudden change in attitude and my skipping of band! And definitely my SL was unhappy, coz partly i PS her abt the camp (i told her i'm going for the camp but in the end didn't turn up at all!) so, it's like that lor. Have to bear for tonight. Lol
Den just found out, after borrowing my instrument home already, that there's no alumni prac! WTF #$%^&*(*^%!!! Shld've told me earlier man it was just close to not borrowing the instrument home lor... Den sian, another stupid yet irritating situation... Zzzz
Haha! So now i wanna go watch anime, and den must try to sleep!!
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible. You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see. When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance. So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so.
You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life
Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician
To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money.
You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras. You find music to be an escape. And you'd like to be relaxed and comfortable when you're making it.
You're very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful. There's a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily.
While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious. Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish.
Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail
Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical
Today was... Awesome, tiring, great, busy, and a Red Day!!! lol Wth am i saying, Red Day?? Wad's it all about?? lol
Okay, first, start off wif my bloggy webpage, updated almost a day ago. Den came so my pillow and bolster which are red of cos. And i didn't sleep throughout. My wallpaper is red in colour, and my MSN is Also red in colour, and so is my Media Player.
So meeting up wif Kenneth to go chop extend my passport! My mum gave me a red passport, and i took my phone, which is red, call up Kenneth twice. So waited and den finally went down my 'red lift'. Took 72. And towards Yio Chu Kang MRT the red line towards City Hall and to Lavender... Took queue no. *RED!!! -_-" waited for my turn use my red Nokia 5300 listen to songs. Sitting on the red chair while waiting for the queue chart which is in red colour.
Emo King! lol Still dun wanna show me his 'new' hair lol... Wah botak meh?? ROFL
So rested in BK, got red tables and red public phone and red crew shirts, and Kenneth bought Onion rings to satisfy himself only!
Wad's that? Haha it's condom!!! Chocolate condom! My b'dae present from Ken -_-" lol
Well, well, wat do we have here?? Viagra?? NO! It's BIAGRA! Another chocolate flavoured BIAGRA lol
BIAGRA under King's hands, i shld say (notice the ring? SSSSSMEAAAGOL WANTSSSS IT!!!! lol)
While 'resting', i sneaked on into MIO!!! I WAN MIO!!!! A.S.A.P!!! lol
So went lala blabla walkwalk arnd the town! If i could rmb, it was starting from Bugis, and den walk to suntec then to marina square then walk to city hall raffles city then walk to the cathay then PS then watch movie then walk to pargon then walk walk then went to taka for dinner then walk walk then walk to orchard mrt to take train WOOTS!!! Den walk walk saw this MP3 players of diff colours, looks colourful! haha Den saw this blue Camera WooooW! It's so BeAuTiFuL!!!! I felt love at first sight lol And den saw some bright pink stuffs - camera, mp3, ipod blah blah... And saw the clothes store look so cool like wanna buy all like that!
So watched "The Invasion" so dman SUSPENSE LAR!!! I GOT SCARED, TIRED AND VULNERABLE TO SUSPENSE SHOWS, THAT MAKES ME FREAKED OUT IN A BAD, DOWNWARD NEGATIVE WAY THAT BREAKS THE HEARTS OF MANY, INCLUDING ME!!! LOL I dun mind Horror shows, like apartment 1303 but dun hav -_- I prefer Horror than suspense to be honest, coz ghost scare is nothing shit to me, but some negative suspenses all give heartbreaking impacts, and i can't take it sometimes... lol So this was my breaking fast meal (not breaking heart) - All red!!! lol such nice timing for all reds...
So ended the journey wif 72 home again... Kana stopped by the red light three times in a row, and got dazed by the moving cars wif red lights shining on their backs... Suddenly felt so blurrrrr lol.
And That's Not All!!! I went home, faster tune in to Suria! Watched 'Hikmah' at 9pm... And then doing two things at the same time, i continue to watch Gun X Sword 11pm - 12am on Animax. After that it's Blood+ 12 - 12.30am and den back to the room.
Now going to 2am liao lo, think my eyes going red liao, nvr slp for so long until now. Haha! So it's a Red Day for me!! lol i still like blue! No! Red! Yes! Blue! No! I dunno! haha >.< DiaO!!!!
Hmm... Changed my blogskin muahahhaha!!! Does it look cool?? It's Hellsing from an anime... Any comments? Please tag lol... Ok so watched finish Constantine on channel 5, which was some hours ago, quite nice... And at the same time inside my mind was this song called '1973' by 'James Blunt'... Quite nice also! So placed his YouTube on top here, shld see the video clip... ~Yeah!
Ok, so i noe the problem towards the loading page... It seems that the counter didn't work, so it hangs the whole webpage from opening... So i changed and found out that it's the counter that causes the problem... So see my counter below?? It's changed too. And also by another provider... The previous one got sth wrong lah i oso dunno... Lol
So now my webpage loads faster! Many thanks to the BlogSkin and the one who created this blogskin... Lol And i also updated my Playlist, Wishlist(changed it until it's not so pathetic anymore) and done! It's perfect for me! So Enjoy!!!
Argh dammit, Hellsing's last episode is quite a spoiler... But anyways, i'm looking forward towards Hellsing Ultimate and Hellsing(2006) that i just saw on the website... lol
So now it's like left wif only GITS SAC and Shingetsutan Tsukihime... Still got many to go but i'm focusing on these shows in the meantime... There's still Blood+ and Gun X Sword which i watched them on TV (Animax channel)... So total of 4 shows, weehoo! Holiday is great afterall lol...
Ok, so now i have 2 unwatched episodes of GITS and one episode of Tsukihime... I saw GITS SAC 2nd Gig already come out on the website, which means additional of 26 more episodes for me to watch, zzz lol... Wish only i could have Mio or MaxOnline, i can have all the usage i wanted! But now, zzzz have to wait after Raya den can sign up for Mio! Like WTF! #$%&*&^%$#@#$%^&*(!!!!! lol
Urgh, wat's worse, my blog now cannot be accessed thru IE! Dunno wat's the problem lar... Now i'm using Mozilla Firefox to open it!!! And my internet connection was slow for two nights alr! usually at this time sure to go slow, dunno wat's the problem oso... Zzz
Just wanna say many thanks to ppl who have or had make a difference to my b'dae day on 19 sept 2007, namely Kenneth, LunTat, My Sis, Joel, Hasniza, Fong Yee, Wee Peng... And oso thanks for the free Slurpee (woots!) and Underdog (You noe who you are, haha) the show's a two thumbs-up!
So yesterday got like some sort of overusage on my stupid M1... But luckily it was just a day! or else i would've died of no technology lol... Well, to say yesterday was a great trip to Sentosa, Me, Luntat, Valerie, Madeline and Chui Hui... I felt sad coz i nvr brought extra clothes. Thought that i might not be doing so much thing out there, seeing that i'm fasting... But the water's so damn cooling lar i feel like jumping in!!! So just waded near the shore, and my legs felt tired and pain... never felt b4 for quite some time but it feels quite shiok to have worked out the muscles on my leg!
Ok and then came the lunch... Zzz i noe it's quite tempting lah, but to say i'm used to seeing ppl eating in front of me, so it's okay and there's no need to paiseh guys... Haha Then i remember Val bought Slurpee (and drink is reddish in colour and it looks tasty) and there's a Big Gulp that i saw oso (although it's coke, but it's cold and there's lots of ice in it and it's a great drink) so there was one of my temptaions that i encountered, but i showed great discipline by bearing my cravings in me, throughout the whole trip! haha
Oh well, got tired typing now as my laptop is on my bed, haha... Still wondering how to throw the frisbee the other style, haha seems quite difficult to me sia lol... Ok den came home, felt soooooooooo sleepy!!! Break fast, den actually wanna go Hougang Green to buy chips all these lar but in the end didn't! I sat on my sofa, den suddenly change position to lie down, den at a split second i blacked out, unconscious man! My two niece were so noisy at the living room and i didn't even heard them screaming at all! Awesome! den i woke up at 2am, den i was 'eh? eh? Did i went to Hougang Green just now?? Wat happened ah?' LOL! Den i go to my room and sleep... Again! Wow, i think i've finally succeeded in changing my sleep timing lol...
Okay i think i sleep some more... Later got band lehz, dunno wanna go anot. Today is their last day of camp liao! lol i'm such a bad boy hahahahaha
It's seven thirty-eight in the morning... Yay, still got time to blog lol... Sianz... Later got band, ARGH! Why the hell do you want to take my mondays away!!! I just planned to watch Anime tonight on Animax channel despite after being bored at hm, and now you wanna take that opportunity away from me! ARGh! IS THIS SOME KIND OF RETRIBUTION!?!? OH WAT THE F*CKING HELL....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess i'm stuck to band no matter wat... One thing is i'm among the active alumni in HSSB, i can't afford to lose my name and fame... And to think twice, sometimes, last time, during the first concert wif NYPSO ( i forget the concert name lol) those days when i oso used to curse and swear band all the while but i still managed to drag my heavy little butt there and get slaughtered for 3 goddam hours, i sometimes, most of the time, usually, felt this veri sensual fun feeling in me when playing wif the band... I suddenly felt like home...?? Hmm.. I felt the kid in me back again, as if i'm in the old secondary school nerdy short panty younger days where i only used to play catching and go 'wild and nerdy' wif all my nerd buddies, and skipped homework and only like to make my seniors angry onlie XDD
So seeing all these contradictions, i guess that no matter how shit a symphonic band is to me, i still have to suck up to it, face it, and continue on as if i liked band as much as i used to... Hmm, saying this, i also wondered why and when in the first place i had my passion for band tied towards my spirit, times where the glorious and saddest days of band were used to take place i think, and my shitty leadership days could be the reason why i am in band, why i'm stucked in this lump of shit... Coz i care for my name and honour (woah >.<) to get messed up in this 'business'... And till now this 'business' is left hanging, unsettled, the chapters in the book is still yet to be written... And what is to be written?? Only God noes.. But to think there's a need to wait for miracles to happen nowadays?? Yes i believe in miracles, but sometimes we also need to do the changes in us, or else it'll be our same boring shit all the time, even ppl arnd us got tired seeing the 'same old Shamin and his stupid lil' crappy o'weirdo character'... (See, even myself oso buay tahan my own personalities hahahaha lolololol)
So, watever it is, I MUST GO BAND!!! Go! Go! Go! Still got this unsleepiness... Guess i lectured myself alot for today (btw this is just the band part. There are lots other lectures, but i just wanna point out one of my complicating situation like this) and i guess i need some rest... Currently listening to Secrets OST to keep me sleepy... Wow man! I just fell in love with the musical structure of their music, it's got lots of content and description and feelings just within the music itself, much much more than other shitty band music... Lol There this last music by Jay Chow himself: 不能說的秘密 (guess it's correct, i just copy and paste haha) it sounds great though i dun understand a single shit he's saying lol... Guess shld ask Ken to direct translate, and mayb let me have a 'hanyu pinyin' of this song so that i can sing-a-long!!! YEA!!
Soooo Sian... Felt like dying onlie... There's really nth interesting out there to do... Zzz...
Well, inthe first place y do i think that way? I thought there are many interesting things to do out there? Or i just dun see it? Or mayb i'm in no mood to do anything? Well, these days are always moody... The same same routine everyday, and no other activities at all...
Well, my blog readers, if there's anything interesting that you ppl wanna promote, you are pleased to do so. But it'll be hard though, coz i realli dun hav anything in mind right now... I might stay my boring way... It's like, there's realli nothing interesting for me to do now. REALLY. It's like total blankness of my mind, no life, no joy, only sorrow and sadness that is... Haizzzzzzzzz
Now half-dead, 3.47AM(wtf) still on my lappy doing Nothing... Zzz... Still thinking of anything interesting to do in my stupid life...
Btw later still got band(urgh, stupid)... Sometimes i set myself thinking, Why do i have to go for band?? Why do i have to waste my time out there to play instrument and get nothing but cold shoulders from my parents only?? I noe that my parents didn't say an word lah, coz they noe that it's my decision to go for band... But thinking again, it doesn't get me to anywhere does it? Just play and go home... It'll be just a few moments of joy when it comes to performance night... I know that it'll be Laoshi's last concert wif NYPSO, i can understand that.. And i'm trying really hard to force myself to "go for band", "go for band", but it's just that sometimes i felt that i can't shake it, just felt that i can't move, can't go any further, coz i dun see the point in there... My passion just disappeared out to nowhere... My passion for band...
I'm trapped into the darkness... Sooner or later i might forget who i am really...
Okay, today's entry will be long......... So it might be interesting. First of all, i'm back from my class chalet, and back to sitting in front of my darling laptop named Fujitsu S7110... The chalet wasn't supposed to overnight... Well, at least not for me to overnight, but i did. =P
So it was 2.30pm when i wake up... Zzz still soooo tireeddd... But have to. Hah. And i didn't chop my passport to extend it... Coz i wake up late and my father's asleep. (btw wished my father happy 60th birthday yesterday lol =S) So i was still in my dreamland, and i was still thinking of my bad dream(i've always bad dreams one) where i lost my nose (like TOOT!! wth) and i lost my shoes in the dream... And so i asked my mum abt the weird dream that i had (esp the nose part) whether it has got any meanings towards it, and my mum said that i have to do my own self-reflection... o_O?? Mayb it's time for me to.. you noe... Religion stuff?? Well my religion is always bad, it has never been good... yet! But i didn't commit serious sins, so as to keep me safe aite? Well nvm abt that, Move on to the chalet...
And to chalet! It was 4 plus, and i just came out of the house.. Reached the 72 bus stop, and just rmb to bring Poker Cards, and so went back all the way home, and come back... Stupid me for being so forgetful... So took the bus, told Tat i'll be 40 mins late, and when i reached Tampines, he was later than me! lol. And what's worse, Sarah told me from Tampines can take bus 3 to Downtown entrance, and so i tap-in and tap-out from the MRT station from the same goddam station... That was pretty stupid huh...
But anyways, so reached the pit, and everyone there looked quite dull... Got discovered that they just watched finish a PG show, but some said it can 'see' stuffs like an M18 show... That dunno wat Gigolo show lah, i'm not so interested in it.. Lol
Den came the cooking and eating and eating and eating (lol) and chat! Suddenly came out this 'Mortar' thingy (where it's actually not mortar, but sth to do wif a guy's most 'glorious' part of the body :S ) Den came wif 'Lemon Barley' and many more 'interesting' stuffs LOL! Okay. And until night time, we stopped BBQing and sat inside...
So cool and chilling, a nice, cosy and perfect temperature to... to... SLEEP! lol wth I'm not supposed to stay overnight, but Sarah told me and Tat to pay $20 instead... So why not? and Tat's oso lazy to go home too Lol... And watched 'The Victim' a Thailand horror.(it's a most stupidest ghost show i've ever seen, so dun bother to go and buy the CD) But the ghost faces quite cool eh, veri ugly. The uglier ghost faces are, the more effect it has(not talking about me okay; the 'ghost' word T.T ) And after that i watched Tokyo Drift, while some others went outside to 'Carlsberg' themselves lol. So dun care abt them, just wanna watch cute Japanese girls and the nice-looking cars...
And after that the rest came back in and suddenly all of us were so tightened and cosed by the bed, lights off and ghost story... And Mel just give a stupid yet a freaking story... But the MacRitchie story is damn good lah, where he told his frens he felt there was a white blanket flying around towards them and it's so direct Lol... Den Keith got freaked out by Mel lol, and all went scaring ourselves, sth under the bed lah, den see pontianak flying lah and the 'Limb Biscuit'... Lol so lame but so fun Hahaha
Den suddenly all went quiet, i thought of sleeping but i didn't. So went to a corner, play my phone all the Emo Emo music until all fell asleep except for me and Nigel.. Where we ended up sleeping together under the air-con... On the floor. Wakaka! And my phone went flat... Zzz
So it was 6.30am when Tat wanna go home, coz his lenses are drying already, didn't bring container... And me, he and Pegan goodbyed the others who are still there, and took to Pasir Ris interchange, Pegan went to take MRT while me and Tat took 88... Tat slept again abit in the bus but i still didn't (lol i got insomnia liao zzz haha) and just talked abt the same topics...
So reached home, go do business, and back to the PC... Felt heavy on my head, and felt shaky..... Earthquake?? Oh ya i heard abt it yesterday... But i just felt it right just now!!! Lol mayb the earthquake, mayb it's the earthquake in me Lol, but Tat told me on msn he felt it too... o_O???
Okay i dunno wat to do liao now Dun feel like going band today lol
Hah Here is wat happened... Yesterday i took the effort not to slp, so as to change my sleeping timing. But wat happened just now? i Slept throughout the whole afternoon.. o_O
Those who remember me saying that i wun go for band... Well, i did went to band just now.. Lol. Luckily it was brass sectionals, or else i would have died in the hands of Laoshi, not to mention i haven't played for so long and i haven't seen any of the scores and songs... Hehe
I went home, and open my laptop, and start playing CS! It's like, okay, i realli can't concentrate in my CS, but den i realli feel like i wanna play, so wth.... Haha
Yesterday went to HS, saw five conductors sitting behind. Oops, i think i came at the wrong time? lol. Then there's this old conductor who's conducting the band, while Mr Lim and others sit behind and watch... So i sat at the piano, and the band is playing that Funa Uta song while that conductor's trying to tell and elaborate everything to them... Ok so it kinda draggy lol(luckily i came at 5pm, if not i would've been sleeping behind)
So after band went to Point, chit chat and went home...
So tmr's Chalet, and to go and extend my passport early in the morning, and meet the rest at arnd 1.30 or 2.30pm(i can't rmb lol)
Slacked whole day is worse than being in a prison! Realli nth to do, no appetite, den play CS oso everytime die, den wanna slp oso not tired.... At least in prison i can think over my mistakes and become a better person lol haha
Hmm... Gotta save up on internet usage, until 23 September... Zzz... No anime!!! WTF! Shld noe i can't live without anime nowadays... Only left with 3 episodes of Hellsing sia... Zzz...
Yesterday slept at 9am Lol (i mean this morning lar) den wake up felt so damn kranky lar! Just dun feel like doing anything... Just wanna have fun outside once again, just like those school times, but now... Sian like hell... Anyways 5 more days to fasting mth and there'll be no more lunches for a month! Lol
This coming wednesday will have some Chalet and BBQ, but too bad, i can't stay! aha Coz the next day fasting month liao... Must go home slp lol... Hope to see all MIT0708 peeps lolololol
So now, just wait for sleeping dust to be sprinkled to my eyes... Lol in the meantime, MUSIC! Haha i just realised my musics totalled up to 74.8 hours, 6.08GB LOL!! Though not all i listened to completely... Hah ok
Sian time... Too bad many ppl sleep liao... Hope there's sth that'll entertain me the whole night.. Zzzz
My mind was filled with hmms today... Lol Mayb coz of my sleepiness, have never slept for quite long already... Yesterday's yesterday i only slept for 5 hrs, and yesterday i didn't sleep. Never felt so sleepy for quite some time! Cool eh? But sian eh, i rushed home after sending off Reuben and Kenneth just to sleep. Lol
Now, it's back to my normal, simple life for now. I on my msn, talked to frens, same topic everyday... Always the same case and always the sae situation. I already can't find answers to those questions already... The only answer that i had is - The world had, has always, and will always be unfair... We're just here temporarily, pray hard, enjoy life, discover the world, and in the end we die. So live life to its fullest, that's all.
If the world is fair, everybody will be more happy here, and everybody will fight for immortality. And that is not of God's purpose isn't it? Hah
So no one except for Him who knows what your fate is going to be like. The only way, is to pray hard to Him, so as everything to go along allright. Gain more strength to move on in life. Anything that happenedm it's all fate. Just get through it, aite?
Ok, enough lecturing. Hope to see happy faces back again, soon. Just felt uneasy seeing people having troubles, felt like just wanna aid and solve every one of them... But i'm not a Superman to do that, eh? not even a God. Even God is having a hard time out there, so must care for him too eh?
STUPID MODEM! IDIOT! I was downloading a 200mb anime of Hellsing, until it reached somewhere around 90%, and the modem went DISCONNECTED!!! FUCK!!! What's worse, it happened TWICE!!! %#%^*($%^*@$&%)*!!!!!!!!!
Stupid
Well, i had a dinner wif my HS alumni... Quite a big group, and it was okay lah... Since i dunno why i was sleepy just now, and i felt like it was just something that happened in a dream. Lol But now i don't feel sleepy at all! Wtheck, at home only den not sleepy, next time must bring my whole bed outside den can sleep... Lol lame haha
Tmr's Reuben's flying off... Hmm, time seems so fast, one blink and he's gone to Canada again... Mayb bcoz of his low profile i just didn't seem to realise it... Hah Anyway, now, i EITHER gotta sleep, and make sure i wake up on time later, OR, i can stay awake, and die later. Wakaka
Anyways, K-king IS also flying off... Urgh, can't borrow his CS3 & Microsoft Office CDs... =( Hmm den mayb it wun rain in S'pore for now hahahahahaha
Ok, shall continue wif my Hellsing (grr, stupid modem)
oh yeah! At last for so long i've come finally to blog blog lol
Ok so today was a great movie that i watched, 1408, a more of suspense rather than a horror show though... That's wad i feel lah, though it's so-called supposed to be sumthing paranormal but i think it's fake! haha But nice show anyway...
Exams long over, and it's back to boredom in the atmosphere... It's been raining for some time, added the no-going-out restriction... Zzz. So it's time to put everything to rest.... And look for a job!!! Argh! I wanna work! Shit sia... No work = no $$ = no going out = no movies = no fun!!!
I still got lots of stuffs haven't bought yet, can't just wait for money to drop from the sky isn't it? haha Have to earn it mah, without money oso cannot do anything! lol
Yesterday was this thing happening, a bloody hacker went hacking into ppl's hotmail accs... Think it was a tribute for 'Teachers' Day' haha... Some a/cs have already been hacked... With this 'my page.htm' in which the hacker sends it to you, not in a URL form, but a file instead... So i got it from eunice, but didn't accept it lah... Thought it was Eunice, didn't noe it was the hacker... Still can tok to the hacker sumore! lol
It sends me twice, the 'my page.htm' file... So the hacker hacks into other ppl's a/cs, change all the passwords, and the hotmail account belongs to him or her! Bloody hell, but thanks to Nora, for letting me know wad's the filename... Or else, i'll be creating new a/c lol
I think that the hacker is the same guy who sends the 'my photo album.zip' file, the one happened after national day... Coz both talked to me, but i ignored both of them though. Haha Trying to act smart eh f*cking hacker!! Bu liao ah! #%^/*@&^\$#!!!
But clearly whoever this hacker is, he or she is trying to act smart, hacking into other ppl's a/c and get hold of the a/c as themselves... But the trick is, DO NOT ACCEPT ANYTHING FROM ANYBODY UNLESS CERTIFIED, like, the photo album... Who's so stupid to take it? Who the hell to send you a photo album of their own?? Wad for? Has it got anything to do wif anything?? Shld ask yourself these questions... Dun let the hacker get control of your private stuffs... And while i was talking to the hacker, the hacker was talking in simple english and typing in perfect spelling... Possibly someone who doesn't noe english that well, but anybody can make that anyways. Haha
So wadever it is, just hope this nonsense stops... Stop being an irritating and troublesome and get a better job instead... Hacking is not for fun, it's used for good okay... Mayb try working for crime solving for hackers... Sure to have the IT world to be a safer place!!! Hehe
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
