Today has been a veri cold, and blue day... It's so damn cold the temperature's just nice to sleep... But i got band! So cannot sleep. zzzzzz

Lessons were fun! I just dunno why but it's just seemed fun! lol
Firstly was the Problem Solving Skills, where got the jug thingy.. Den i ACTUALLY NOE it, den i did the longer method. 10 steps. GRrrr! I as so stupid lor... Den i actually reduced it to 8 steps, den someone else kop liao... Den i tried 7 steps, den someone else alr done it, and i solved it after that, so doesn't count. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

During the lesson i realised that i'm more of an imaginary person through the brain test, which means i'm more of the right-brained guy, you noe. Lol. But i dunno whether me being imaginary, is it some kind of fantasy imaginary? or some sort of creativity imaginary?? lol i dunno haha ask my brain to find out more... Haha

Den the IAD lesson, i play music from my laptop all the way for one hour, but i did get to see what George flashes lah.. All the http HTML blah blah blah... Den i get to try some on some html practice website.. Quite fun! I guess i'm getting the hang of doing HTML designs liao. Haha

Den Seah's lesson.. As usual he doesn't have any laptop or watsoever, so he uses the projector and write on a piece of transparency. Den i referred to last week's notes and did the work. Everything correct sia! So fun to be so correct! lol
Den Lynn was asking me 'Eh, how come you can do ah? How you noe which one is which one??' Of cos lah, must see the formulas from last week's exercise den can do mah, if not how i do sia.. Memorisation? Crazy. My memory not for storage okay, it's for thinking ONLY. Unless major stuffs den okay, but not for formulas memorization. That's crazy and stupid.

Den band, was okay, until i dunno how come i suddenly went so blue and so emo until now. lol
Haiz, stupid lah, i think it's because i didn't get to sleep just now, den the feeling like veri cranky.. Lol
I must repair my brain now liao... Time for some brainwashing, tune in to some animes and it'll be fixed liao.. haha

This weekend is shit!

Firstly of the rain, secondly i wake up late in the afternoon a usual, actually it was super uber hot in the afternoon arnd 2 sth like that.. Until after that the clouds came and it rained, so stay home is the best, but veri bored...

So being bored, watched Flight Plan. Quite nice story, and veri cool..
Suddenly realised there's been a lag in the internet connection.. Zzzz. True in fact, and i can't download much stuffs, if i do, den there'll be problems while browsing the IE or the MSN... So sianed...

So waited until now den the speed went okay, and it's midnight alr, so no prob...
I remembered just now i tried to watch Death Note the anime. Loading is alr damn slow, coz of the internet connection prob. But load finish so far, and i watch the first episode only... Despite under low quality movie watched online, the storyline is DAMN good! I wanna watch more of it, until finish! But wif a more higher quality of course! Lol

Tired!

The only thing that went into my mind was the bed! But when i reached home, the feeling went away... Dunno why.. There's so many things to do ever since i reach home. Some of you might noe wad i mean.. Lol
Today was pretty tired, not to say yesterday. I got so tired i didn't managed to blog ytd. Yesterday was a damn farking full day for me, firstly, the lesson starts at 8am. Played wif the Visual Studio until pek chek for 3 unfortunate hours... Den break, after that HTML for 2 godforsaken hours... It was interesting but i see so many codes! But it was good lah... George Tan was a nice person until some jokers played wif the msn den dunno how to do the lab work, until he turned into a bad person... But he was explainative lah... Lol got such word meh?? haha.

Den got Ah Lian lesson!!! Well, some ppl said she looked pretty, but i dunno lehz... Is it she realli pretty or it's just that my classmates wan 'sayang' her to that we can be dismissed from class early?? But she actually let us early coz of the not much of topics to say... But abit disappointed to those who made unconstructive noise oftenly, that made her constraint her voice when she got throat problems... But she realli good lecturer lah i wan appreciate her so much...

Den got Simon lesson! But too bad, me and Suet kana that stupid Dialogue Session... Zzz... Boring throughout... Felt like peeing but cannot... Den the E6 rep, Maurice and dunno who, they spammed a whole lot of qns to the Director... And sumore they make serious faces when they talk lor! Cool lah! Den it's like forcing the Director to give them veri reasonable answers... Lol good sia... Sumore they're the first ones to speak out, until me and Suet got nothing to say to the directors... It's damn draggy until Suet's late for her driving class!!! Lol stupid

Den after that straight for band... Zzzzzzzzz. Like wat Edward said, 'feel like packing up, go home and sleep'.. Hahaha! But rehearsal was good lah... I suddenly realised that i played quite loud actually... oops!
But i realli beginning to like practice so much as i can see some improvements in me, except for manners that is... -_-"

For TODAY, class starts at 8am AGAIN! But i reached school at 9 instead... Lol
4hrs straight of Graphic Design. Sian! Shagged! I slept in the lab during the lecture, and didn't do the lab work at all... Den listen to mp3 but the lecturers nvr say anything... I might be penalized but it's okay... Can't help, too sleepy and cranky... I was oso half-way den come to lab, i didn't catch some of the work being illustrated by the lecturer so zzz... Lol

Mr. Cheong's lesson was much pretty plain, he gave us assignment but that's all. Just one hour and he's gone! lol
I still wondering why he took such a nasty hassle for himself to make that grading system for the cohort... I noe he's concern about our marks, but he doesn't need to trouble himself too much just to separate the passes from the failures mah... If he's just trying to split the class up for the next year, it's gonna cause alot of trouble and we're going to miss some of our classmates for sure...

For my dear Mr.Ang, he's so creative! lol
Well, of cos, he teaches us critical thinking skills, but dun mind the first few lessons, he talks more on the basics first, but i haven't thought abt the project yet... Lol nvm

Den after school went to K hse... As usual, i kapok some things from his hard drive, as well as transferring to him some stuffs oso. lol. Den pew wan go work, so she left her lappy at K hse den after that come and collect, i still dunno whether collect alr anot, coz she downloading some shows, but using the wireless to transfer, so it's slower than just by using USB and transfer...

K lah, my hand veri tired.. Type too much.. My legs oso veri tired... Walked too much liao.. lol
Brain no juice alr, cannot think! I realli wanna charge myself!

Yo! Recognise that guy over there? Haha! Cool rite? I didn't realise it until tonight lor... And oso seen the NYPSO website (the URL is linked at the side) and i felt so outdated.. hahah

Today is veri tiring, and i'm still tiring coz i'm doing the stupid assignment... Visual Studio. I thought it's sth like DMD lah, like just see the notes and den do the work, but this one more chim, coz the words all too small and the notes didn't give enough directions for us to understand... So it's a slow and long process... Zzz

Today's lecture is so boring i didn't even paid any attention at all sia... This 2 weeks i damn slack, nvr pay attention to any lectures at all... All i did was play the laptop that's all! Haha
The lecturers oso so boring one... Sumore all male lecturers so monotonous... Some even so serious den even more sian... Except for some lecturers like Mr.Ang and that Simon guy who taught the networking thingy... Den teach us binary back again... But okay lah, he at least got some atmosphere.. Lol. George Tan oso okay okay kind... He let us do the veri basics so as not to stress us... Yeah man that's the way! lol

So went for trombone sectionals just now, and i'm sweating so much while doing self-practice first... So i'm sweating alot, the others sweat even more lor. Haha. Den finally go to the strings room den cooling! Lol
Sectionals fun luhh, so interactive! haha. I suddenly felt connected to the section and the band. lol o_O

Oh ya, i just rmb during break i felt so lazy to go for AMK hub, the rest say wan go eat dunno wat lah... Say it's Halal... But the restaurant name sounds weird, so better dun... Later like the Mos Burger case den another GG moment for me... Haha! I've been dehalalised... De-Halal-ised... Lol

Okay, i think i'm ready for some movies tonight (i hope so) lol
Kk, tmr still got 8am class.. Zzz

Midori is officially done! And it never fail to make me happy!!! Woots! So touching love story! Sob sob... lol
Sometimes i wonder why does shows that i watched usually has got something to do wif me one... Now it's alr two series that has taught me things which reflected some things abt me, and i learnt from it and tada! A lesson learnt. Lol
But seriously, Midori No Hibi is a real enjoyable show, got humour, got love, and got sad parts too... That's what i like!!

About the animes which has got to do wif my life - is it just coincidence? Or is it just coincidence so that i'm learning my own mistakes on my own?? Or is it that i.. think too much?!? Nah... Mayb it's just the after-effect of finishing anime series... But it's damn cool - i mean the feeling... Shiok! Animes Rock!!!

I used to remember last time when i finished watching Shingetsutan Tsukihime, and i went deep brooding sadness coz the ending's too emo! It's quite unsuitable for me to watch it during that time, esp wif my condition of recovering, den suddenly strucked by Tsunami and had to restart from afresh...

Den during the past weekend was the 2 movies - GITS 2 Innocence and GITS SAC Solid State Society!!! Those 2 kewl movies inspired me alot about technology and the future robots and so forth... And oso i liked the most is that it's a sort of investigation kinda story, just that it's the future technology and hacking crimes that they're solving... But it's cool anyway, seeing how they hack and stuffs and how The Major lady solves all those problems, and of course the action!!! Lol
I still remembered my brain was full of all the IT terms and languages, and i felt as if i'm a mad scientist... Hahahaha

The next few shows, will be those from Studio Ghibli which i downloaded last week... They shld be good movies...

Alright, it's time for me to orh orh liao... At the same time listening to Midori No Hibi OST!!! Woohoo! Tata!

Yay! Tonight will be Movie Marathon at home at last! After all the stupid things happening this week, i'm gonna reward myself wif some movies!
Ghost In The Shell 2: Innocence
Ghost In The Shell Stand Alone Complex Solid State Society (2006)

Sounds chim! Haha! But it's great so far... I miss GITS so much i didn't watched the series!!! Hrmph stupid website, the download will take forever if i do so...

This morning just went to HS for the scores and to see shit noobs playing... LOL! Haha jkjk... And Mr.Dicky didn't come so i used his Trb and tried to sight-read wif the section... (after all, i've been living in a world of sight-readings! haha) Den after HS at 12 chiong for NYPSO... Den i just missed the body percussion... But i managed to play the other pieces... Wif the ALUMNIS!!! I was an alumnus for HS but what i just saw were people from NYPSO ALUMNI!!! lol
They veri powerful lah, just as their age. They come only, it's like the NYP Band has been lifted by some powerful body.. which is them!!! WOOHOO!! ALUMNI STILL ROX! LoL

The lame part comes inside the bus... When they still accuse me of gay... Dunno wat they suddenly say that i like him.. It's like so -_-" nothing related sia! And i'm NOT GAY okay! I'm STRAIGHT! lol btw they only playing lah i suppose... kids. hah!

Okay, so i wait for the 'movie times'... And when i've nothing else to do den i start watching... Yay!

Downloads soooo SLOW!!!
STUPID ANIME WEBSITE SUPER IRRITATING!!! Haha

Ok, so now there's like 5 movies inside my laptop haven't watched yet... Whoots! But now oso busy busy wif many many things... And i'm so sleepy and lazy coz of the cold weather!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Later got band.... ZZZZZ I'm sooo lazy! Haha! Having day camp at such a wrong timing! lol

Hmm... Yesterday was so high but today was so SIAN!!! I mean, i'm in desparate for something fun, sth like yesterday! Haha nvm... Kelly Poon was so pretty and tall and she sing damn good... I no need to understand the song i alr noe it's good! Lol. That's wat ppl call it 'appreciating music'!!!

Well now trying to configure how to be able to download the animes again... Mayb some other websites or sth like that... I'll try mayb tonight...
Wah..! My eyes damn tired! Heavy liao ah. Like ytd during the Communications & Networking tutorial... The eyes is REALLI DAMN HEAVY, so as my head... I felt like putting it on the table but can't coz it'll be too obvious for the lecturer (i forgot his name) to see me dozing off during his lesson... But despite the sleepiness, somehow i suddenly felt interested into this module... Something i felt that i'm gonna learn sth good in it and sth i wanna learn... About networking and stuff... You noe... IP address, port and stuff. Hehe!

Haiz... Now is like... I WANNA WATCH SHOWS!!! LOL
I download so many episodes but i haven't touched on the stories yet lor... I'm gonna make time to watch them this weekend... Yay!

It seems that i've nothing to do now, so i just gonna spit some shit over here... Lol

School was cool! lol never felt this 'cool' before for some time! haha
Was it yesterday? I watched Resident Evil Extinction wif Pegan and K... Alice is SO DAMN COOL she's as hot as usual... Lol

Didn't went for band ytd but came for the concert this afternoon... And it SUX TO THE CORE MAN!!! This stupid lunch-time concert worst ever! At least the Strings able to make a good nice performance but the band, well as usual, some ppl just act to be pro and nvr prac, and screwed up the whole shit! WTF! If Sinfonia is going to be sth like that i will say i'm not from NYPSO sia... At least i nvr come ytd i tend to rush up last min on the scores, coz some of them i alr played b4, and one new score which is easy to sight-read so nvm... And i actually did make it to play the last two bar of Gypsy Dance (where there's triplets of chromatic notes), tyco shot and i make all the notes! Haha...

Tmr there's this dunno wat concert on Yes 93.3 fm... Kelly Poon is it? Den while having lunch got this group of guys come to us (Edward, Chris, Chia Soon), think it's Chia Soon's frens... They just ask us to write name and adm no. and just take the tix, they said no need to come oso can just take... LOL! So i take lor... haha..
But den came back to lecture K said he wanna go, and Tat oso... So i pass the tix that i taken from Edward and Christopher and gave them... lol
So tmr is confirmed going for her concert... I just wanna see her... Muahahaha

Okay, post ends here... lol

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Okay finally i'm back, and my blog's been open to everybody liao... Sry for the inconvenience caused! lol
Since that last week i supposed, my internet's down, coz i had overused my M1 and now i changed to Starhub (though it uses cable to connect, zzz) but still it's internet. And it's much faster. Lol

So now i wanna start refreshing everything up, start running again. I should update more posts so be prepared...

So to say that i'm now somewhere near to being broke, coz i have the money to just use it to buy important stuffs, like the CS3 which is required for my modules, some more clothes for poly wear, so total will be over 100 bucks that's for sure... In addition, i might want to buy a wireless router, or a cable, which i shld check out tmr, and an External Hard Drive or mayb some empty DVDs can help to archive my movies...

Ok, so it's like a brand new day today.. Seen some new faces and nice ppl! lol
Classmates having new hairstyles, and i see more pretty girls o_o? haha
Sad to see some students who retake their last sem's modules.. Hope they pass this time round!

Okay, i need to do sth now! Muahaha!

Well, the days are getting more boring and not interesting... But i content it myself by watching shows like Avatar... I divide every each episode so that i can manage it over a period of time before boredom surrounds me... lol
Have been playing with my own mind since this boredom has already start to liberate and go away from me each time... I had been thinking of some things, and i mean intelligence thinking... But then i was thinking, 'If only i knew this veri 'stuff' way back before, i would've not missed the chance!!!' Oh my, i'm too late, and i just realised it now, and... Haiz... Another unfortunate event...

Coz through thinking, i can investigate many stuffs, and i became so smart and so happy, to be smart!!! But i mean, wth, now den become smart?!?! Shld've been smart during exams though! At least at times when there's intelligence to be needed... lol

Haiz... It's been two days i skipped my early breakfast. I can't bear the hunger and the gastric pain but i'm still fasting coz i just wanna fast though... Had no choice but to skip band for my health and determination... I mean, i've been fasting for years, and it's the only month to fast from the whole year, so why i shld miss the chance isn't it? Unlike many Malays, i've seen many of them who didn't fast.. No offences, and i noe i have no power to say this, but i felt ashamed to see my race not being able to follow the rules...

Well, okay, talking about the 'brain control' i realised i didn't have dreams, until this morning... Surprisingly, and it's a weird one... But i'm too smart to guess that it was a dream. Haha! Cool eh? Just think logically and see anything that's odd, and it's a DREAM!!! You realise it and wake up!!! Yay! Nightmare being washed away! lol

Ok, now things are starting to get boring, and i guess i shld go and rest or have something to eat and entertained... lol
Other than that, gd night!

Today miracle happened... Coz i came for band! Muahaha.. Alot of ppl commented on my disappearance... Lol
But nvm abt that, shall be looking forward for saturday's prac, hope i can wake up and carry myself to band on that day... If not bye-bye to Sinfonia! Haha. And once bye-bye to Sinfonia den can bye-bye to Addiction II!!! LOL! I will lose two glorious performances if i lazy to come sia.. lol

Ok, so i got this interest in this Avatar cartoon, it was so inspiring and funny! haha... I shall watch some more later, lol.
So started on Midori No Hibi (My Days With Midori), first episode is alr damn funny! This Seiji guy, 17, who's looking for a girlfriend coz he haven't get one yet, and he faced lots of unlucky when he encounters with lots of diff girls, asking them to go for a date... Wahahahahahhhah!!! But the not-so-good thing is that there's abit part of nudity, where he first discovered his Right-Hand girlfriend... But nothing much anyway, Hahahah!

Wah, feeling so sleepy liao, these few days veri guai always sleep early man! Den wake up just in time for my early breakfast! woots! So cool man...
Okay, time to watch some more cartoons! Haha!

Yeah, so slacked today. Heheh

I was sleeping so well these few days, thanks to my mental recovery! lol
I felt as if the nightmares' are over... And it better be over, or else i shall pack for IMH right in front of my hse. Lol

Ok, so yesterday went to K hse, though i was quite late and regretted for being late. Haha. So there was his elderly ppl who actually thought of caring for me, saying that it's hot and stuffy, but actually i felt cool enough wif one fan and i'm not sweating at all! haha!

So FIANLLY get to watch Secrets! And it's so wonderful! I just wished there was such an old piano and the score, so that i can play around in time... Haha lame lol... Den watched this complex story called 'Number 23' but actually get to understand it quite well, and it's cool coz i understand it! Haha
Den came Jolin and WWE stuff... Bleah! I guess K shld grow up man! He's even older than me but like those waste-of-time wrestling show.. Haha! But no offence, since he likes it lol...

Den finally after much pestering he let me take some of his shows, and i gave him Shingetsutan Tsukihime, hope that he'll be in touch wif the story! Muahaha!
Coz i'm not sure, mayb i'm the only one who can feel the sadness of the story, not other ppl... But to me, it's truly sad lah, and the ending is somewhat unpredictable too...

Haha, so nvm the show, i break fast at McD nearbywif K, and i looked at my watch and it's 8pm alr! Ah nvm, i too dun have the mood to go for band these few days, i only want to rest well and recover some more! lol
I dunno whether i'll be going for alumni prac later anot, coz i dun have my instrument and have this sixth sense that the prac will be somewhat plain and boring or sth... Or mayb i shld bring my laptop there again! Haha shall see....

Slept VERY well tonight, sorry to those who msged me on MSN coz i was sleeping the whole time, i dunno why. The last thing i remembered was dreaming about a liquid paper... Like Secrets where they wrote in liquid paper, i felt so touched by that! Haha...!!!

Okay, i need to sleep some more i think, there's plenty of time to rest this week! It's my week of recovery! lol
Kk nites

So now it's back home finally. After a disturbing day of 'work' lol
It's not more of a work actually, it's more of slacking and boredom! haha. Just doing some stupid survey for vehicles. 14 hrs it was, and here came $70.
Okay lah, at least there's something better than nothing. And sumore we can do watever we want and do anything freely but as long as we keep the records right.

Ok, so watever, i was split up from Eunice and Val. And grouped by another two guys. Malay. I dun think i may be allowed to put every detail into this blog coz there's so many things that i wanna talk about them. So simply to day, they are VERI disturbing ppl. The Passive way.. If i were to say it all here it'll be too grotesque for ppl to read... So, for more info just ask me! hahah!!

But i realli felt like a Superman today! Whoots! This is my first real-time work - while Fasting! lol. But it was realli quite an experience. All the hunger and suffering, and all the.. disturbances.. Muahahah! I survived!!!! Owned!!!

So after the 14 hrs of agony, i'm finally going home, took 854 from the Bedok Interchange. I got so pissed off by the ppl of my race. I felt disgraced and disgusted when i was there! I dun mind the elderly ppl, but i mind the teenagers! Some of them were so cheap as if you can afford them more than the air you breathe!! lol. Sounds so stupid but it's quite true. That's why i'm never proud being a malay myself, esp when going to these places, i will be categorised as one of them! And i hate their girls even to the core, coz some of them are not realli decent at all...
What's worse, to marry a malay girl! OMG! I can't even imagine if let's say the girl is not a virgin anymore until you got married and found out!! OMG!! ifjarirjgonokfmaeiofnihoijc!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!

So i hope everybody understands how it feels to be a complicated person like me, not to be proud to be of my race, not to like malay girls and not to like the lifestyle of most Malay teenagers nowadays in Singapore. I'm veri concern about my well-being, people who i mix with and their influences that i get. Play safe, i shld say... Yeah! HAHAHAHA!!! Suddenly i felt so cool.. lol

okok, btw, i dunno wat happened during work but i realised that i got sunburnt when the weather's not sunny at all! I think it's some sort of the heat radiation towards my skin, coz it went reddish. I take out my watch and there's mark on it! Whoops! Argh wtf! I hate to be dark again! Sometimes most chinese ppl said that they wan tan skin like ours Malays, but to say, our skin, if we were to sunburn too much, it'll go dark and not tan, and our Malay face doesn't suit dark skin at all!!! We look UGLY!!! Well, that's from my point of view lah Hahaha lol

Okok, think i go slp le
Tmr will be Movie Marathon and stupid Band (lol)

That's all folks!!