Just got something to do today... And it's READING! zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Started off with blogs... Den got more bored until i went to read horoscopes...
Den after that, somehow linked to Yahoo! Answers. That's where i got stuck..... I signed up Yahoo! Answers, become a member and started answering questions. lol But the questions are damn interesting lah! Some are psychology, some about love, some about depression, some about Philosophy. lol. Must spam the whole Answers board!! lol
Den suddenly got linked into some psychic webbie. Den got this application where they use Tarot cards to estimate the fate. So i tried one stupid question lah, and the answers are also so-so only. It doesn't even satisfy me at all. lol
Very tired... Information is damn fun, but when it comes to reading, it SUX! BIG TIME! lol You spent hours and hours looking at the small puny words on the screen...
LOLS!
Partly coz of the reason i got last stucked into the theory of 'The Bermuda Triangle' on wikipedia. I dunno how i got until there. And there was one whole bunch of A-Z letters throughout, many enough to make me go 'zzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZ' on my seat. Zzz
I was watching Yakitate Japan yesterday. It was 2 days since i watched the series. Then came the main beauty female character in the show, which set me thinking for the whole night. But i can sleep though, until 5am just now when i woke up, and i automatically searched for her pics.
Tsukino-chan
What caught my atention was her green eyes, which somehow turned me on. lol
Turning me on, not as in that-fun-thing, but the kind of feeling that i wanna love her with all my heart, hug her tightly and kiss her gently. Don't get me wrong, i know that she's damn sexy and pretty, perfect - but to the extend that you want her to be truly and only yours, and no one else's.
Gahh. wat am i talking about. lol.
Ok nvm.
Good morning! My sleep timing really changes. Drastically. lol
Just started on this show. Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. Took the courage to memorise the title man~! Haha! Anyways, this show's great! Got lots of talkings, but all are dman funny and sarcastic. LOL! Two Thumbs Up!
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Okay, i'm bored. So read about some articles. Then stumbled upon one article. Well, not really an article lah... but anyways, just read. lol
How to tell if a girl is NOT interested in you
This is not a very tough question. It can be a tough question too, depending on the girl. Everyone has a different character, thus it’s impossible to know if the girl is interested in you by just following the points below.
If she’s not interested in you…
She NEVER initiates contact with you, be it on MSN or sms. She is uncomfortable with light touching for eg. playful punching or nudging. She cancels dates with you without proposing a make-up date. She does not even agree to go out with you and does not suggest alternative timings. She pours out all her emotional baggage to you. (When not together yet.) She takes a long time to reply your sms or may not even reply. She playfully call you her brother. She talks about other guys to you. She is indifferent towards you. No matter how hard u try to impress her, she just ignore u. She never want to look at your eyes, or stay any minute with u and would find uncomfortable with u around. She will not engage in open communication with you She makes up stories for not wanting to meet you She keeps things about herself from you. She is self absorbed and preoccupied with her own life which does not include you. She rarely initiates a call or sms to you. When you ask her out for a date, she’ll ask, “who’s going?” You buy expensive gifts for the girl, she thanks you very politely and tells you not to spend so much money on her or that there is no need to even buy her a birthday gift. If you invite her to concert or expensive dinners, she tells you that she is not free almost immediately. That’s almost all, but this doesn’t apply to all girls. You must know that some girls are generally too shy to express their love for you.
Guys, although it’s the 21st century, I feel it’s only right for the guy to take initiative.
Seeing thru this article just makes me furious thinking about it. It felt like somehow i've kana some of the similar thing down here, which makes me truly believe wadever's inside here. haiz.
But nvm. This are just the possibilities. I still know of the human complex minds, some things that we do can mean many many different things due to different perceptions. So no worries dude! Lol
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This one's funny. Some of it i can mean it. LOL!
Men & Women Q & A
Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman’s period? A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5-7 days and if it doesn’t come means you are in big trouble.
Q: What three things are common between the sun and woman’s underwear? A: Both are hot, both look better while going down and both disappear at night.
Q: Why do men ask for a woman’s hand in marriage? A: Because they are tired of using their own.
Q: What’s common between men and video? A: Both go backward… forward… backward… forward… backward…. forward… stop and eject.
Q: What goes in dry, comes out wet, and gives warm satisfaction? A: A teabag.
7 qualities to be a perfect wife: Beautiful, Responsible Energetic Adorable Sweet Truthful and Self-Organized. In short, she must have good B.R.E.A.S.T.S
Q: What is the similarity between men and rats? A: Both keep searching for new HOLES.
Q: What’s the difference between biology and sociology? A: When the baby looks like his dad, then it is biology. When the baby looks like the neighbour, then it is sociology.
Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted. Are you having 3 meals a day as I have advised? Lady: Doctor, I thought you had said 3 males a day.
Q: Girl friend & boy friend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl’s skirt. Guess where it would have bitten? Answer: The boy’s hand.
Q: Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed. Tarzan asked “Why”? A: The animals told him………..”Your tail is in the front”.
Finally the time has come. I'm resuming my once halted work. DOWNLOAD! lol
Backed up most of my stuffs, so it's now has some free space. lol
Future Goals XD!!
Fate/Stay Night Honey & Clover Honey & Clover 2 Fantastic Children D-Gray Man Monster Tsubasa Chronicle Tsubasa Chronicle 2 Tsubasa Chronicle Movie To Heart To Heart 2 To Heart ~Heart Fighters~ Mahou Sensei Negima Gun X Sword Naruto Gunslinger Girl R.O.D The TV Azumanga Daioh Saint Luminous Girls' High School (St. Luminous Mission High School) Lunar Legend Tsukihime DVD 3: Nocturnal Fate Vampire Hunter D
Results went out like... 2 days ago? lol But i'm not happy at all. The grades were an eyesore, even though there's an 'A' there. lol I'm just relieved that, i wun be re-taking any modules for the next sem. Yay!
Den there's about the Band Competition thingy. Heard that only below 19 as at July can perform. So some of the sempais can't perform. Sadded. Lol! And as for me, i gave it a thought day and night yesterday, till i slept in the afternoon. Darn, my bro's bed is damn comfy lah, and some more it was raining yesterday, it makes sleeping a kind of a seduction. And i fell for it! Haha!!
At night, Joel-sempai called. "Hey, so you joining anot? The band competition?" lol. Can't help it mah, since he's depending on me to join, den he'll join. And since i'm goddam free and carefree and relaxed, i should join?? Mayb that's wat other ppl will tell me to do also. lol
About school timetable, haiz. But also at the same time, Yay!
Wanna noe why?? lol Firstly, i got "INNOVATION & TECHNOLOGY" as Elective. Yoroshiku!!! Secondly, MONDAY STARTS AT 12PM!!!! YAHOOOO!!! NO WORRIES FOR WAKING UP EARLY!!! lol. As for other days, it's normal, abit just like last sem. And Friday's been improved!! 3HRS OF LESSON ONLY!! AFTER THAT CAN GO HOME OR GO OUT AND SLACK FOR THE WEEKEND!!! LOL! Just hope that they don't change the timetable any further. Onegaishimasu! Tanomu yo! lol.
So slacking and relaxing, but my life is still yet to be happening. Haiz, sian. Till when will my life be boring, where's my climax???
Lol. Just reminded of a talk with someone. Den suddenly i gave a thought about something, and i told that person "Ermm, tell you ah... If i got a girlfriend rite,.. i dun mind disposing away all my H****I videos. LOL!"
Well, it's quite a logical though. I watch shows as a substitute for everything that's stopped for me currently. Like the time for school, friends, or mayb the time for chasing a girl. lol. As if.
And then there's a case about 'honesty'. lol From now on, i wanna be honest. So i'll be saying that, i watched H-videos out-of-curiosity, and i got stuck to it. LOL! I noe i'm very pathetic, and i'm quite a pervert on the inside, i can't help it, coz i'm also a human. These kind of things can't be suppressed easily, i bet all of you buddies out there understand it very well. I just wanna be honest. I hope that all of you respect my idea. lol
If you wanna learn more, mayb you guys can watch Onegai Teacher or Onegai Twins. It's parental advisory, but it's a good show. Ichiban desu!!
Onegai Teacher
Onegai Twins
I'm so gonna miss these shows. So damn nice and kawaii desu. It's a type of lifestyle of my dreams lahhhhhh, so damn climaxing. It's so touching! LOL!
Darn... Why do i always stucked with animes of sad stories.
But even though, found some important lessons and informations about them.
Firstly, there's no such thing as 'fairness' and 'equal' in this world. Sometimes you don't get what you deserve. Especially in love.
Secondly, don't always think of happiness only. It'll hurt you more if it comes to a really sad situation. The best mood to go with everyday is 'neutral' or 'calm'.
Thirdly, to get on with life, you must erase everything that's inside your heart. It's hard though, but it's good to remove it rather than leaving it inside. It'll bother and haunt you for the rest of your life. lol
Fourthly, if you wanna fall in love, don't be the one who's obsessed and wanting the other person. Instead, be as cool as a cucumber and relax. If it's really fate, it'll come to you. lol (P.S: That's what i'm always doing. lol)
Of course, unless if you wanna be the one initiating it first. But take note that, if the relationship breaks up, you'll be the saddest person than the other half. It's risky, that's why. lol
Haiz... Why am i posting this shit? But it naturally comes out right after i watched something sad, you see... And why am i so sad posting this kind of thing? Alrite, i dun wanna talk about it alr. People might think i'm despo, but it's not. I'm just too.. into the world of wonders, seeing how life is like, why is it like so, wadever the reason and cause for it's unfairness. I'm not saying that it's bad about being unfair, of course everyone has their own reasons. Even ppl like me also went bias over girls. lol. That's our own psychology matter.
But to think about it in overall, the main point is that whether going after your loved ones and risking everything you have is more of risky and waste of time. Especially if you don't get anything that you deserve. Right? There's no such thing as 'equivalent trade' in life. Unless if you really are lucky in everything you do. lol
Gahhh... Nites. I'm just wasting my time posting this shit. Can't bear to watch the last episode of Shingetsutan Tsukihime. lol
I don't mind the last 3 subjects, the others are just pure boredom. lol Architect and counselling sounds cool oso, and for Foreign Language can learn how to speak Japanese and a little bit of mandarin for understanding. lol
Just now at 8am was quite busy blogging, until to a point where Blogger was doing some outage thingy. And so all my half-way work flushed away. lol stupid.
Slept alot today, dunno why. Was thinking quite alot last nite, before my brother came home where the peace went gone. lol
Aarrhh, I miss playing my Xbox. But was thinking of whether wanna have a PSP or a PS2 or PS3. PS is cool ah. Better than Xbox from the variety of games. Coz PS got many jap games, mostly are cool games. lol
There's practically nothing to do at all. Really nothing to do at all. The kind of feeling that there's no point in life. Where you are already in no need for anything in this world.
I don't mind fighting some war and getting killed in action or something, at least there's a chapter to end there. lol But now, i'm really up to no endings, nor any new beginnings. It's a TOTAL PAUSE for me and my life. It's a period of nothingness. It feels like i'm better off hibernating during this moment. A moment where i'm not needed to do anything at all. Which is pure wastage, to be driven down the drain.
Despite all the boredom, i managed to view my past items, songs, files, memories(this one's like, an everyday routine? lol) and i watched Shingetsutan Tsukihime, now probably for the fifth or sixth time already. It's damn boring, but it's like a trigger or so-called 'flashback memory chip' to recall my past memories. lol. And also for some of my old songs which are still inside my laptop, were all being blue-ised (the song names are all in blue colour instead of black, which means that the file has never been touched for quite a long time).
English songs, some old OSTs. New or old, they just impressed me. I somehow felt amazed by myself, sometimes thinking that i was veri stupid during the past. How i felt so dumb and felt so like an idiot. And then now i looked back, to how far i have walked all the while. Looks like i've got stronger, but looking back somehow makes me feel weaker, due to the re-imagining and re-feeling the old feelings and emotional mood. Like an re-enactment playback inside the brain.
It's like, going through lvl 1 again when you are already at lvl 2. Going through lvl 1 & 2 when you are already at lvl 3. And if you're lvl 10, you're gonna be replaying lvl 1 - 9. lol
Usually that's how i fill my own free time, through thinking.
But somehow there are some things that aren't worth thinking over and over again, for it's of no useful meaning and can't see any 'moral of the story' kind of thing. Just don't know what's it called. Bad luck situations? Biasness/unfairness? Weird situations? Human-complex minds? Unforeseen? Undescribable? Or just simply 'complex'? Well, these kind of stories are those which i hate the most.
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Will there be understandings in between humans after all? After we've known that We humans Have complex minds.
We think differently Choose differently Each of us has a unique combination of personality Plus the way we use our brains We tend to see through situations and problems differently Seeking through solutions in our own individual way ________
Haiz... Somehow i can't manage to solve this theory of mine. And it's been bothering me for like, a few years? The problem with humans, the understanding between humans, the cause of berayals and rivals, hatred, lust, desire, love, greed, jealousy Everything about humans.
Maybe i lack resources. I shall research more on it. lol
Sometimes, it's quite healthy to think and exercise such stuffs over, it makes you feel more human rather than a robot who's programmed to work, work and more work. lol
First off... I've many things to talk... Since i didn't touch my blogspot for some time. lol
Firstly, that ECP on Monday got cancelled coz i very tired (*garh, wat a stupid reason). But i was really tired, for the whole day. Lack of nutrients??? lol
Spent my days at home rotting and at the same time, filling a lot of information about stories on animes, some which are funny, some are interesting, while others are just pure idiotic sadness. It's all as if they're trying to say that, we all have to blame it on 'fate' itself, when sometimes the characters theselves are so dumb they might as well just die on the spot so that i wun have to symphatise and got emotionally mesmerised by your stories. You did it, that's your problem, it's none of my business. Just that i learned not to be as dumb as you anime characters are. LOL!
Thirdly, i've just finished watching Full Metal Alchemist. All 51 episodes, ended stupidly. And the poor girls, especially Winry, have to bear with their stupidity. Why? Bcoz the Elric brothers are dumb. And what have i learnt? See through logic, don't be stupid, coz it leads to many troubles.
Try being stupid for once. How does it feel? Good? Well, if you realli think that you can try being stupid, den you ARE stupid. Baka! How is it possible for you to think that you're stupid? It's like, scoring full marks for every class and going to the lowest tertiary education in Singapore. It's more of, self-demoting, or degrading of the brain functionalities or sth like that. lol
And after you realised, you'll definitely have said "I should've done this, i should've done that." And what do you do? Will you repeat the same mistakes again? Or you 'won't miss this chance again this time round'? lol baka
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Poor Winry-chan. If only you're real human, i'd be happy to..... Ahh nvm. I'm so soft-hearted to girls. lol
Shana-chan! Kawaii desu yo ne? I've finished this series too, just waiting for 'Shakugan No Shana Second' I'm sure it'll be a hit! lol
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Ok, i've done my blabbering. Now it's sunrise alr. Goodnites. lol
This is what happens... In one day, 'someone' can just 'wallop the whole thing worse than a "bakemono". lol
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Just watched Ghost Hunt again...
Of course it's not as anticipating as before, but there was one certain episode about a tragedy where, this man who had weak and frail body who wanted to live longer. Doctors during that time can't cure him, so he used the dirty method, where he killed and bathed in young people's blood in order to maintain his body. you know..., like those kind of crazy thing, something like how Countess Elizabeth in the movie 'Stay Alive'.
It's not about the gore thing or what, i was just thinking, why would a man like him would want to live longer when people like us teenagers tend to wanna give up life easily and die early???
Lol. Kinda funny weird, but i'm too lazy to think over such things right now. I'm feeling happy-go-lucky ol' glutton and my head feels verrrry light.
Ok that's for all. Anything else to say, i'm too lazy to do so. Nites.
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
