Back to Monday...

What a day. Full of sianess and time-wasting stuffs. I can't describe my feelings during those times also. lol




Inside my head is only thinking of:

Go home
Play Cabal
Animes
Sleep

Etc. Etc. (Those that can't be said here... lol)

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And wat's with the weather nowadays?

It's SUPER hot when the sun's shining down upon us...
But it's not even damp at all when it's raining... Like wtf?!?!?!

Just hope tmr got rain + windy, maybe after 4pm?? So that i can go home and sleep?????


Lol!


http://www.cabalsea.com/






Arios~!

Deep down, i'm bored. lol

1) I wished i was evil, but...

You Are 44% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

2) Yea, my life is out-of-the world, that's why...

Your Life is 75% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

3) I wish i lived at Neptune. lol but...

You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.

4)Probably Neptune was the colour blue, so...

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

5)But blue sometimes gets me bored, that's why...

You Are Indigo

Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent. Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you.

6)But why am i thinking so??

Your Mind is Yellow

Of all the mind types, yours is the most intellectual. You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex. Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication.

7)But no matter wat, i'll always smile with a....

You Are "Wow"!

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Arios~! No time to talk! lol

busy, at last. zzz

I hate busyness, it makes me can't do many things, makes me cranky, makes me more lazy and unmotivated, it makes me forget many things, but i don't get tired. That's the weird thing. But being unmotivated is already worse than being tired lah, that kind of torture shit and the unbearable feeling inside you that's gonna KABOOM! any moment. lol

Had some fun lessons.. First was the Virtual PC. Windows XP OS inside Windows XP. lol Which means, opening a window that shows exactly like a new XP stuffs, filled with the desktop main screen, icons, start menu etc. And i mean, a WINDOW!!! lol. Den got Linux, which is more fun. Got lots of better games than XP, got Poker, mahjongg, some snake crap, etc etc. Played till the teacher let us go early, or else we stuck there play game non-stop. And i was there, keep on betting and betting on the Poker game. LOL

Den some boring Electronics Communication. CAN'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT!!!!!! I'm damn stupid, i guess.
Java was crap, do the NetBeans stuff while talking crap nonsense from my dear classmates on MSN. Cheers. LOL

Went home after school and slept. From there, i got a weird experience. Supposedly i wanted to sleep awhile, like for 2+ hrs till 6pm den i start to go to HS for band. It was 3.45pm. I started to sleep. Den i woke up at 5pm. Still got 1 more hr to slack mah! So i stationary and dozed off for alot of times. And i thought that i slept for very long time already.
Den i woke up to see each interval of 5 mins, when i actually felt like i slept for 2hrs for each of the 5 mins of interval wake-up. Weird. I think my soul went into some other dimension with some slower timing than reality timing. Cool, but weird. Felt like going there again sia. Den i'll feel that i'm having an eternal sleep or coma, when actually i slept for awhile only. LOL

Band today was good, my sound got stable, just that i need more force power. lol
No tubas sounded uber weird, reminds me of last time during NYP prac, where tubas always pon. lol

Now, i'm searching for a spare trombone to borrow from. Argh.










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- my current appending animes:
Love Hina
Fate/Stay Night
Lucky Star
Monster
Samurai Champloo
Honey & Clover (in progress)

Whoa, alot to watch lah. So busy, i need that many hours of 'free time' to watch animes man. lol

Sometimes i just wished that i don't sleep. lol







Fate/Stay Night - Similar animation as Shingetsutan Tsukihime, by Type-Moon. Can see the 'face' drawing is similar. lol





Arios~!

Okay! ;)

No matter how hentai you are, wat weird hobbies you have, the best thing to do is to do wat you are supposed to do. full stop. dun go and be a fucking extra and do other stupid things. and also dun cause other people more trouble unless if they wanted to help you instead. lol

As for me, life is boring. Coz as usual, NOTHING IS HAPPENING, AT ALL. Yea, i fucking mean it. It's like fucking shit boring hell out there, even though other people around me thinks it's fun. But hey, think twice. And also please elaborate more about fun. Wat's the very thing that you wanna do, deep in your heart? Play games? Waste time? Slack at the boring canteen area? Go-home club?

I admit that i also have wasted many of my time. But wat to do? Can't help it sometimes. Sometimes i just went too broke that i dun think i can go out with no cash. Sometimes i'm just too lazy to do anything coz mostly, there's no motivation and no purpose of going out. Go-home club is on my side, coz it's not my life that's gone down-to-earth boredom, but the environment that has made people like me getting frustrated and gone bonklers doing the same thing everyday, with every single shit that i do are the ones that i hate the most. So to think that it's fun, think that i enjoy everything??

Nah, i think i think a little too much today, probably trying to link my fantasy world into the reality world, which totally is the whole opposite of everything. All that i get to see are emo noobs, other noobs and more irritating-to-the-eyes people. The kind of feeling that, 'poly life = emo + noobs + idiots' is an universal equation inside everyone's mind.


Ok lah watever lah... I've a stupid brain and a cranky mood everytime i see some people behaving like that.
Tmr's another stupid 8am shit, and then there's that 6.30 practice again. Hope the rain doesn't come to haunt us like last week. And hope that i got the energy for tomorrow coz wednesdays and thursdays are full of crap right now. All i think during these two days is 'sleep, sleep, sleeep'.

Arios~!

Another draggy week.

This is another boring, draggy week, but i tried my very best not to think so. lol
It's like, somehow i wanna survive. But somehow oso can't survive much. haha
If such simple thing such as going to school is very unbearable to me, i might as well go to hell with myself. lol


Well talking about that, i think that my stupid stomach's pain was due to the over-comsumage of the chilli paste at the chicken rice stall at Koufu in school after school just now. Too much vinegar i guess. lol


And wat's with the many assignments and projects, when should i start doing them i wonder. zzz

I haven't even bought the stupid lecture notes for my modules, and i haven't even written any notes during lectures, only to talk crap in class and do quick-work during tutorials is all that i can do. haha!

And wat about now?

Watching animes -.-" LOL!


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Hmm... Sometimes...

I just feel like being slow for a moment. Wonder how it feels like. lol
Doing things slowly, feel the relaxation of everything that i do, don't rush too much. haha


Yoshi! Genki daa!!!!

To freshen the week with a cute pic. LOL!





Jaa, arios~!!!

Melancholiness??

Suddenly yesterday, after watching anime, i suddenly felt like dying. lol
Dunno why, i felt very sensitive to feelings, instead of being immune to them. I thought watching hentai alot of times can get me to be strong and immune to good stuffs and become a more perverted and bad person....

But it turned out the other way round, i think...

I realised of more stuffs, right and wrong things, anything that's justice or not. I think can't be helped then, maybe i'm already being born to know wat's right and wrong, when i thought that i don't. I think i'm underestimating myself, but there's nothing to be bragged about, isn't it? What's so good about being a good person anyway, it'll just be boring if there's no trouble anyway. LOL!

But being out of trouble is also a good idea, despite having a stressed stupid poly life. I had thoughts of doing well this semester, but i think my abilities this time is not good anymore, i think that it's a hard semester this year... More projects, harder stuffs, more complex things coming on my way. If i can concentrate enough that is, mayb i can somehow make it. But now, my brain juice drains very quickly, and the lessons are always stereotypically boring, right from the very start we already had this mindset that lessons are boring. lol

Then came out this question into my mind...

Just wat the heck in this world that'll make me happy???

Oh ya, just remembered. About poly's first week of my year 2. lol
After 5 days of evaluation, i found out yesterday that...
i don't have any taste with pretty and cute girls anymore

Weird, but i think that's true, about me. lol
I dunno wat's wrong with me, probably too engrossed with animes, but animes aren't alive, and i know that it's crazy to go crazy over anime characters. Yea, everyone oso says so. But i'm just admiring anime characers. But wat about real people?? Totally no taste of them at all?? Or am i, got scarred? lol

hmm... it's getting more worrying, i'm just afraid that people might thought that i'm crazy or gay, since i've no taste over girls. Not that i dun have any feelings, but it's just that it's got naturally that i dun care about girls nowadays. lol

Is it a good thing? So that i can get into my studies properly? Or is it a bother, that i wun be enjoying sight-seeing in school??? Oh yea, currently many people are sight-seeing... I'm so jealous. lol

Sleepy day...

Wah... So shiok sleep for one whole day. lol
But forget to open my lappy for downloads. zzz
So wasted my time from 6pm - 4am (10hrs) lol

Yesterday was so full of lectures, i think i nvr pay attention at all for yesterday man. And wat's with the idea of not allowing us to use the laptop during lecture?!?! Like that how to watch anime sia! lol

But anyway, ended up watching some. Lol!
Den until 4.30pm finish school, take the stupid 159 and slept at home straightaway, still having my contact lens in my eyes. zzz



Den woke up at 4am, shower, ate breakfast and watch animes from 6am till 8am den changed and got to school. lol







damn sian.

Let Me Be With You...

Yeah, not to be with you, but it's the title of the OP song in Chobits. To find out more, can select the second song in my imeem list. Douzo!
The current song is the ED song for Chobits oso. Raison D'etre(The reason to live). lol

Ok, so it's back to the 8am shit class. And wat's worse, i've to wake up at 6am instead to go to school. zzz
I was having a sweet dream last night, if i'm not wrong. NOT HENTAI NOR PORN THIS TIME, but it's something sweet and happy that i actually forgotten it in an instant, due to the noisy handphone alarm shit and my mum's naggy voice, makes me emotional scarred so early in the morning. Totally ruined the whole mood. LOL!

So now i wanna sleep even more early. And make sure that i sleep well.





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Just now got OBOG band prac, but i got released from class at 1 plus. lol.
Den sat at Mac to enjoy Vanilla Cone using K's $2 note. LOL!
Den after thinking of wat to do, i decided to head straight home and start my lappy and den i went to take a nap. Slept with my contacts still on my eyes. lol

Nap was frustrating, i got up alot of times, just to take care of the time i sleep. But it was so sleepy and i felt my eyes were so heavy. It's the very kind of feeling i've never felt for a very long time, which was during sec sch when we were supposed to wake up damn early for shit school. LOL!

It was damn frustrating. I felt like continuing, not the fact that it's damn cosy, but i felt heavy and tired, and also abit sick, mayb coz i didn't eat much for lunch. lol
But have to get up also, can't help it. For having a one-day practice per week, it'll be ridiculous if i would say that i can't make it, coz i'm already uber slack, if i slack more i'll be worse than a PIG!!! Den it defeats the purpose of living my life on earth if i don't do anything. LOL!


Mayb wadever i dreamt about, is like a 'deja vu' to the fact that i'll be watching this show. Damn cute~! Till almost can 'nose bleed' liao. Haha!



okok, enough talk. Arios~!

Bus 159 Attitude~!!!

I dunno why that bus 159 went attitude today sia... Like wtf??? Is this how you treat passengers?!?!?
Firstly, it's raining, and it started to get heavier. Den the bus nvr come for so long lah, fuck.
How long shld we wait till the bus comes, i wonder. like shit. why does buses always purposely bring misery to my life one...

Den wat's worse, there's already THREE 72 BUSES past us... _|_ i was like,.... #$^%&%^*%&$#%$%&!!!!!!!!!! N*B** CH**CH**BY* 159!!!!





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So the wait still continues....


Den like arnd 3 - 5 minutes later, it finally come... But wait! Wat's the bus number?!?!?! Wat's with the bus number plate?!?!? Huh???




Guess wat? I shld've taken a picture of the bus lah, but it was raining, and it's quite crowded....

The bus plate in front was placed backwards, which means, all that we can see is the backside of the plate number.... and so as the side number... All flipped to the back.... -.-"

Den wat's worse!!!!


There's passengers inside! And there's quite alot of empty seats!!! And it's almost stopping to the bus stop! Den some passengers get out of the bus! Ok! So we all wanna get inside lah!

But HOW?? It's raining, and the entrance's right exceeded the shelter, and we can't just dash out there in the rain that easily. Den the crowd actually gathered abit, waiting for someone to go first.

Den wat happened??? The bus just zoomed away, leaving us passengers who wanna board the bus.......... zzzzzzzzzzz

ATTITUDE LAH!! CHEEBYE BUS!
WE ALR WAIT FOR YOU SO LONG, LIKE 15 - 30 MINS??? FOR HOW LONG MORE WE WANNA WAIT FOR YOU ASSHOLE! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE LIKE BUS 72, ALTHOUGH THEY'RE DOUBLE-DECKER, BUT THEY'RE TRIPLE YOUR SPEED YOU MOTHERFUCKERS! I THINK IF I WALK ALL THE WAY HOME FROM SCHOOL IS MUCH FASTER THAN WAITING FOR YOU SLOWPOKES SHIT TO COME LAH! _|_



Grudgingly got into another 159 after that stupid cheapskate bus left. How irritating is that, when you just wanna quickly get rid of the stupid school building from your line of sight, when you're stucked into a fucking attitude bus with no manners at all..... Wat's worse is the waiting time. it's just too fucked up man...

Tomorrow will be 8am school, i'm so gonna wake up early and take 72 instead. lol



Ok arios~! Finally Otonashi Saya-chan darling come to me alr. So happy! haha!

The Start of Year 2
Second Chapter...

First off, school sux!

Coz, firstly, we can't rest in peacefully. Secondly, it's gives me the creeps of projects and many other troublesome things that the school will bring upon us. Thirdly, you can't have access to some sites, not even able to download stuffs. Wat's worse, the internet is really that bad. And fourthly, there's not even a single recreational thingy in school, somewhere where we can be alone during our breaks and have fun without anyone else around. There's always so many people around, especially those rowdy ones, which they think wadever they're doing is cool enough, well just to let you noe that FO is already over and you're already a goddam poly student, so please act like one!

So i see that many ppl can't recognise me well enough. LOL! First victim was Maurice. He walked past me sumore. haha

Den came for first class, everyone just shouted 'EMO!!!' -.-"
(i'm not emo okay, just that my hair... zzz lol)

Den come to lessons, like wtf?!?!
Doing Comp Maths again zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Doing website using Visual Studio zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Another website using Dreamweaver lol

But it's kinda cool ah, i guess it's like more of a normal school then, starts at 12 and ended at 6. Sumore it's Monday blues, and we can wake up that late, you noe... lol

Okay that's all, i'm gonna start off with Chobits and Shakugan No Shana Second for this semester! lol




Buay, tahan.... Too Kawaii desu~ lol




Tabete kudasai!! Jyaa, itadakimasu!
Melon Bun! Banzai! lol

Okok, enough. Arios~

Back! to school...
Zzzzz~

FUCK!
School's in 2 fucking days time! Fuck!

That's all that's gotten into me. Tension!!! for nothing...
Zzzzz~

Well, i'm at my uttermost turndown of luck,... that i've not been enjoying my holidays. Full stop.

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Ok stop!

Ok well, i'm moving on onto year 2. Which means.... tougher stuffs....
which means....... more studying......
which means....... no slacking......
hmmm.......

why am i moving on to year 2?

why wouldn't year 2 be much easier than year 1?

why am i stressing for?

why am i worried for?

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am i not gonna make it for year 2???

Well, i noe it's so stupid to overreact to such stupid things.





hmmm.... melancholiness....

Yoshi!

Konbanwa! Okairinasai!
I think it's been some time since i visited here again?? lol
And sadly, unfortunately, there's perpetually nothing special going on, there's nothing in my list that happen or will happen. Wat happen to my world? Has it become so monochrome??? Or is it not a good year for me this year? sian-ded

Have gone through many animes, and so is anime girls. The stupid weather's making me crazy, added with the sudden sneezing and flu, which come and go anytime it wants.... And i've realised something... I realised.. that i like anime girls right now, i'm stucked like super glue and addicted like drugs.

Yea it sux, but it's got into my brain's system memory, it's being categorised under the 'unmovable files' section... zzz lol

I dunno why but it just made me feel at my calmest and happiest, just by watching animes. It keeps me from having other thoughts and it's more of a habit than a hobby, that's how i explain it. lol

Hmmm... But watever it is, i dun wanna stop. It's the best thing ever that i've done. Else, i'll just ought to stop instead. lol k wadever


Finally found the wallpaper i've beeen searching for all the while. But it's better-looking if it's upside down, so that i can see Yuki-chan more clearly lying down on those leaves. lol




Jyaa, oyasuuminasai! zzz

What?!?!


What Suzumiya Character Are You?
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Lol

Whoa... So Boring Life!

Alright, i've been wasting my time, all the time, just to pass the day.
Or am i just can't wait for school? Nah, i think school's even more boring.

Why isn't there anything happening???
For example:
1) UFO sighting in Hougang
2) Hougang citizens under hostage
3) another disease outbreak; schools suspended (so that you'll study through the internet only. lol)
4) A sudden call from an old friend, asking me out
5) Witnessing something out-of-the-world on the way home
6) Time stopped for me
7) Meeting a person from the future
8) Soul-travelling - which means taking my soul out to see the whole world
9) An encounter with a vampire
10) Having an independent life alone in a new home

I know it's goddam freaking impossible that any of these are gonna happen in my life.
But everyone has got dreams don't they? Maybe i just dream too much. Zzz to hell with it!

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And wat's wrong with the stupid weather nowadays?!?! First was sunny den raining? Please be specific man, for a moment i saw the weather forecast says that it's sunny, den suddenly it changes to rain. Zzz wtf

But good thing is, i just dun wanna go out for a certain reason. It's too absurd to go out in this weather. lol
Can't there be any winter season in Singapore or wat. lol in the future mayb. By then i dunno wat will be the condition of the world be. haa







And yea, watching these shows really helps wasting time.

Arios~!