I realised that i've been angry over small things these few days.
Secondly, school sucks, why is it always gotta do with mornings?
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You noe wat? There's totally no happenings right now in my life. So what to do? Create them! lol! Play around with life, play around with others so that the world goes round. Change is the only constant thing in this world. XD
And yea, i love staying up till late at night. One thing is that there are more people at night, and yea i like to bitch about other people so... \(^o^)/
And oh shit! Tmr maths 8 - 10am hur hur... FUCK AH! IF I NVR WAKE UP MEANS I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL LE!!!
And yea, so tmr dno whether going to eat pizza? Or eat sushi? Sushi confirm halal? I dun wan later eat pork sushi ah.... lol!
And now i really need "happenings"!!! It's so boring that i can't write anything fun here XD
Yeah man, i love my irritating music! Jpop music, and OSTs which are irritating enough to drive my irresponsible brothers to mad! They're just irritated, i know very well that they're just trying to irritate me but, right inside their hearts they really know that they're actually got irritated by me right from the start! XD Evil evil evil!!! I freaking love it!
And yea! More evil things to come out from me soon enough!
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Band made me tired, band made my throat pain, band gave me the headache. lol I dno why but this just NYP band just gave me all these for tonight. XD
Hmm, let's see how's lessons for this week: Tomorrow is 10 - 12 and after that is the short quiz and can go home alr. Wednesday 10 - 3 and 6.30 - 9.30 got band. Thursday will be stupid Maths 8 - 10 and that's it?!?!? Friday will be 9 - 10 and that's it!!! XD Saturday dno whether got HSSB anot, den after that i think got OBOG. Sunday is free day, at last! Study for EC and Comm Skills common tests!
Oh fuck, i've just handed in two anyhow done projects to my respective lecturers. Hope that they will fare me accordingly XD
Yea, i came to school and the lecture's over again!!!!!!!! WAT THE TOOT!!! I didn't took the quiz. Thanks to myself for shaking my leg on the bed and still shaking my leg even though lesson started alr!!! Can you imagine that??? URGH
Yea man! The Jap High School Band rocks me to climax lah! Deep Purple Medley and Sturday Night is so crazy shit, they played like a local adult band lah! Plus! Kawaii jap girls as usual!!! Can't imagine how mesmerised i was. Circle seats were really good~ But just that i can't see how cute the girls there are, it's too far to see. LOL!
Some jokers i dno lah, it's either they took a long walk just to find the lao pa sa, or it's really that long way to go there -_-" Den took mrt and WALKED from Hougang MRT to home. Damn long sia, my legs damn pain! XD
When all else fails.... It'll always be back to the close-minded. Where everything sucks, nothing is great. There's no happenings at all.
Even though there are, it'll usually be of no interest at all. No lesson so what? Finish project alr so what?
It's like there's totally nothing that'll make me happy at all!
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I'm starting to get the feverish. Damned the weather. Damned my sleeping hours. Think rain so fun ah? Why nvr rain at night, so that i can have a nice sleep? Instead of going to school in the rain? Think fun ah, so cold can? And now i got body aches thanks to the cold, my arms went numb while sleeping just now.
I still think that i have my LBP. Plus the cold, my blood can stop running alr. I would have died. lol I need warmth!! Yeah man! Warmth is what i need to keep alive!
Milo shld help. Hot food! And hugs? Err dun think anyone wants to hug me oso -___-" I need a jacket. Sometimes just feel like bringing the whole sleeping bag and start tucking in inside the lecture/tutorial/lab room! Shiok. Sleep there lol
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I think tomorrow's not gonna be a good day. Halleluyah to me if i really got sick. Stupid 4hr break, i shall just go sleep in tutorial room! XD My IP still hanging there, unfinished. WPDP haven't submit yet. D.Gray Man entertained my life a little each time. But it's not enough.
I still don't get the usual happiness that i longed for right now.
Look at this. This looks like a real ningyou. but the eyes looked like drawings. I dunno which one already. lol
So where do I sail? A ship losing control My cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea
So where has love gone? Will I ever reach it? The cape of storms echoes the pain I feel inside
You were the love I’ve always dreamed of But now I know I walked away too soon
No matter how Far away you are I’ll be there High up on the moon Shining over you
Even now, you’re still by my side Smiling at me with that sweet smile When I close my eyes, see, a myriad of seasons Quietly envelop me
Nobody knows what’s at the end Of this long journey But these uncertain nights will never come again
We can keep walking forever Together, now and forever This love I clutch close to my heart Will never change, this one unique “I love you”
The day I met you, like a little flower dancing in the wind Is far away There were days when we hurt each other because we were still too young But now they’re memories we can laugh at together
Don’t forget this promise we’re making Because you’re more important to me than anyone else I want to make the dreams you told me about come true, little by little
We can keep walking forever Together, now and forever This love I clutch close to my heart Will never change, this one unique “I love you”
We can keep walking forever Together, now and forever This love I clutch close to my heart Will never change, this one unique “I love you”
“I love you...”
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Suddenly got attracted to this song. lol
Didn't went for HS and outing due to oversleeping and headache. lol Plus gotta work and work and work! IP miniproject and WPDP. Fuck
I got a one-day tutoring job at Shuqun Sec Sch. Just teach the trombonists out there den that's it! lol! If i get to teach them again next week i'll be teaching lots more lah! Sometimes felt so fun to teach lol.
At first i woke up damn freaking late for school. 1hr lecture only today. Some more the lecture i got WARNING LETTER alr. So if dun go oso scared kana debarred from the exam or wat sia. lol
Den i come at 9.30am sharp. Lesson just ended! -_-"
FUCK! -_-"
Den slacked at ELP, take down important notes and 'print screen' those pics from the IP miniproject. Den went home to play game XD
2.30pm went down to HSSB. Horrendous Smelly School Bastards. jkjk XD Listened to their Chorale and Shaker dance. it's like omfg, people still cannot play some of their parts one -_-" well good luck for SIBF okay? Just do your best.
6pm. I rode Mr.Lim's car to Shuqun Sec there. He's one crazy driver. But quite shiok ah just vroom vroom 'cut time' XD Den talk about band stuffs, politics etc. lol
Went to the band room, and tada! I see Yonglin Jama Fauzie Ogy they all lol. It's like, 'Welcome to the Tutors World'. lol! Den after that was all blah blah blah i'm-too-tired-to-go-into-details kinda thing.
Went back on MRT with Jama, talked about the December trip thingy lol. I'm only worried about the money, coz it's not gonna be able to deduct from the PSEA account or wat lol.
Reached home. TIRED! SHAGGED! Why? Coz i just realised that i didn't had a nice sleep last night OMFG
I'm now an official band geek! I was there @ NBC 08 Open Division Band no. 7!!! XD
Sleep like nobody's business, wake up like nobody's business
Damn it, i really shouldn't exist lah. I created so many problems, but yet i do things like nobody's business.
My CMaths i die alr lah! Skip so many times liao! Still sleeping at home, nvr attend the lecture is alr guilty enough. >.<
Same goes for OSM lab, dun wan come + sleep late sumore. lol
I dno if i can come to school tmr for that godforesaken 1hr lecture ONLY. ONE HOUR ONLY, it's the earliest school timetable ever! lol!
Hope i will still have the strength to do my work, and play Maple after that! \(^o^)/ Still got 2 projects and that's it man! I'm through! Just have to study the other 2 lab tests and i'm done for now! Just do revisions and start on the common test and exam stuffs lol.
Darn, i'm so missing OBOG so much like hell! Later during high tea is confirm alr no mood for anything alr. lol!
And i've to go back to ___ for prac starting next monday. That shitty crap. Urgh. Welcome back to GAYWORLD. >.< Sometimes just don't feel a single proudness being in ___. It's like, so freaking standard drop lah. Fuck.
If anyone from that ___ have anything to oppose, please do so, i'll see no matter how hard you try, can't deny the fact that it sucks. Please improve guys. It's not about attendance or wat, it's the matter of IMPROVING. Bleah. Become a real pro for goodness sake, if you're COOL enough.
If you're one of the GAYS, fuck off from my sight pls.
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Go submit someone's name you hate the most. Shiok.
I freaking got no mood for school AT ALL LAH!!! FUCK SCHOOL STUPID SHIT I DUN WAN GO SCHOOL!
I WAN OBOG! OBOG EVERYDAY GIVES ME HAPPINESS ALL DAY! XD
Pardon my capital letters, i just really elaborating my strong feelings towards this situation. Coz school is really making my life and feelings super sick, felt like dying, or vomitting and killing myself. I almost wanna pack up and leave half-way through the lesson lah. So damn anti-climax can?
Now begins the period of 'lost touch' with my instrument. Coz mainly i dun own one. =/ someone provide me with one can? XD
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The VAIN ME!!!
Me being vain wearing blazer for CS Presentation!!! Oh my! OBOG HS alumni team members(except for Jerrick, the far left fella) XD OBOG's Strength!!! (there's still a few more people actually)
There's still more pics to go lah, but some haven't uploaded them yet, so must wait. ZZZZ
I got a warning letter sent to my house today! WDD Lecture -_-" stupid teacher. IP was super boring just now. Comp Maths was even worse. Both are nothing but totally nonsense.
Ok i so got nothing to talk about alr. If wan anything for me to post here can request from me, and see if i'm free to talk about it anot. lol
Yes! It's climax lah. OBOG get GOLD for the competition. lol
But i'm very tired, got body aches already. fuck
I so wanna sleep, dun feel like going to school tmr sia! Tmr got stupid lessons and it'll be so anti-climax from after today's event, isn't it? Unless if there's some other thing that'll make me happy tmr den i don't mind going to school JUST for the sake of that 'some good happening' that'll live up my atmosphere. If not, fuck off.
Ok i'll blog more on some other day. So stay tuned!
First of all, i grow lazy wearing formal wear when i first woke up today. But once i started wearing, there's no stopping form me to take my clothes off!
So handsome! xD
Ok i'm so vain
But it's worth to dress up once in awhile i suppose. I wore 3-layer shirt lah. One was a t-shirt, den my white shirt, den goes my blazer XD Shiok rite? BLAZER -_-" But like i said, worth the formality.
And i looked like jap boss!!! XD I go and tie my hair at the back part, den dno why oso everyone tell me it's kinda weird presenting with my hair tied. But must look smart mah. Den my hair with my suit got the japan-ish look lol. Some young CEO in Japan company. COOL LAH!!! haha SOMEHOW MADE ME LOOK LIKE UVERworld in GEKIDOU!!! XD
Death Note???
My face like sai!!!!
She's still as cute and hot. lol
Nah, just don't have the vibes in me. Gotta sleep and recharge my 'ecchi' system. So stay tuned!!!
2 more days till competition. Scared anot?!?! XD And wat about next week? What happenings will there be? If no happenings = boring sia!!! I want good happenings everyday! lol
Well, it's always this time of the night. Yesterday was during early in the day, but right now i'm feeling giddy already!
Done-ded with the CS, next will be Elective Case Study. Gotta gather info and just compile and then that's it! Hand in to teacher!!! LOL
I just got my Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori OST II. It sounded EVEN more creepier than the first parts. It just feels so sinister lah. But overall good~! lol PS. The pic above is the Jigoku Shoujo(Hell Girl). It's a freaky series i tell you. lol
And yar, just saw some of the presentees for this week's WPDP project. Some are good some aren't. And yea, it's all about 'PRESENTATION', only presentation skills are applied =) And yay! Learnt some important points lol.
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Have i told anyone yet? A bee woke me up today! REALLY IT'S TRUE My mum got fed up waking me up at 8am, so she turn off the fan and i'm feeling oh so hot. But good thing my window is always open. BUT! A BLACK BEE COME BARGING INTO MY ROOM! And you noe how i noe that it woke me up?
Coz....
It went soooo near to my ear i can almost feel its wings 'fanning' my cheeks!!! And of course, that 'BZZZZZZZ' sound tingling in my ear as i slowly wake up to see such a fright! And i went 'SHOO! SHOO!' at that thing, it went startled by me and flew crazily. I quickly get out, and told my mum. She just said that i deserve it -_-" Coz if not for that bee, i wouldn't have woken up. Yea rite! Thanks mr.bee for waking me up. -_-"
Oh my look at what my horoscope has to say for today!
- You have a brain. Use good judgment even if you're not trying to impress others. - Why not treat yourself with the intelligence you deserve?
lol.
And yes, i'm having headache since the day i met Moth-san. Mayb Moth-san isn't a real moth, maybe it's a curse!!! For drowning him! LOL
But he's still alive lah. Wat's the deal man, if i knew it earlier i've already chopped off it's wings and give the frog to eat him. XD
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Well school sucks. First of all is the stupid IP practical test. I passed, but not as high as the others! I supposed that teacher wasn't quite lenient to me coz she looked at mine first =(
My WDD Lab Test i get 90% *raises both eyebrows up and down repeatedly* Still yet to know the Common Test i get how much -_-"
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Tmr's the presentation. Gd luck for those who are presenting! =) And to GAYS(like wow! boyband isit?!?! LOL), you all got nothing to do isit? Spam my tagboard like wat the fcuk! You noe truly how gay you guys are but chasing for Leah Dizon??? Oh come on man! She's my only idol!!! XD
With the kind of super boredness i'm so nothing to do until this happens. Lameshit but can't help it. Say me lame 100 times coz i deserve it!
I forgot to tell everyone that these two days in weekend there was Moth-san who accompanied me in my toilet. It's freaky scary at first - imagine you just wake up and you're all very blur can't see anything, and den you saw as if it's a flying insect that comes near your face, but it's actually an average-sezed moth at a few feet away from you!!! F*cking shit! I sprayed on it with water, and i mean hot water lol. Bad rite? And i managed to drown it.
But after 15 mins later of drowning it...
It's still alive!!!! ZOMG
Is it really a moth? Or a curse? Toilet? Trying to peek at my body? WTF!?!?
I left it there for a day. The next day it's still there, didn't escaped from the window or wat. Stupid insect. But today lucky thing it landed just outside the window pane, and i closed it and it flew away! Phew! Sayonara Moth-san!! lol
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Tmr's Youth Day. And i'll be having Practical Test. 15% or 20% if i'm not wrong. Ganbarimasu!!!
PS. I just realised another hypocrite today, i suppose. Shall be careful. urgh PPS. NBC is just 6 days away! lol PPPS. I'm still not gonna let go of Leah Dizon. Life's hard isn't it? lol too bad then
Yes, it's so addictive that when i wake up i realised that it's 12pm!!! OMFG got OBOG practice rofl lmao!!!
So met Rick And Felicia at KFC den of cos, can't find any taxis. At first found one but got one lady shouted at us 'Hey! Bloody hell!' WTF? Can just talk nicely can? nabei!! I noe she stayed there to flag it lah but the words that she used is so fucked up can? If only Singapore got no rules i can just freaking kick her in the face lah. And yea, she looked like a malay. I think she is a malay. -_-"
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OBOG was err, loud! Dno why but just loud. Comp is near i think, that's why everyone oso chiong lol
I'm so not in tuned lah. Until i realised that my tuning slide always drop in zzz. Too slippery already that's why drop in, den i sound sharp most of the time -.-
and yea, stupid shit, got ah lian asked me to buy cigarattes for her -.- of cos i decline lah, partly i'm not 18 yet, and i can't bluff through coz the shop uncles noe me!!! >.<
With her thick make-up, her petite looks and her 'act-cute' style and her perfume which really strikes under my nose are totally making me 'gaman dekinai'!!! (if you noe wat it means XD)
Luntat is emo/screamo right now. He said he wanted to die. Then i told him that they're more other wonderful things in life. At least must do *** first. At least can get to touch b*****s is good enough mah. Do it with a girl. And then a student. Then a lady. And then do group. And also many-to-one. etc.
Also can still do many many other stuffs first mah, like bungee jumping, go see the Pyramids at Egypt, go Eiffel Tower, go Thailand see 'chio bu'. Go smoke, drink (optional)
Bingo! Like got so many of her sexy photos lah! This one's decent though but still as cute! XD She's just looked just like a typical cute girl next door lah! I can't bear to imagine that she's one. I'll chase after her like siao! LOL Leah Dizon banzai! Daisuki! lol
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Ok let's talk about my bad sleeping habits. First of all, sometimes i can sleep for very long without getting tired, especially if there's no one to kacau me. Secondly, if there's sweet dreams or i'm suddenly came to a nice part in the music that i'm listening to during sleep, i won't be able to wake up by then. Be it school or not, i'll be sleeping even more!!! LOL
And yes, especially when i got a blanket, it's easy to adjust whether it's cold or not. And music creates the mood for sleeping. lol
It's been hundreds of times or so, when i overslept just due to sweet dreams/wet dreams/over-imaginary world/sleepy. And what's worse is that, waking up for school is not important! My sleep/dream is more important than anything else!!! Lol!!!
K drug just showed me a cute petite s'pore girl pics in a forum. 22yo, but TOTALLY don't look like 22 one. Coz too very baby face. And it's too scary to be true lah!!! And 22yo is like the same age as Leah Dizon can? LOL
And yea, 'Kenny Clarkson' is K drug's new name. And pls bring Meet The Spartans tmr! I bring my speakers LOL!
Yea, and what the fuck. Supposedly i want to kill myself can? But there's someone who actually suicide right opposite of my block yesterday, the incident can see right across my window in my room!
Of cos i saw the blood coming out already, and after that i dun wanna see anymore. I got weak upon seeing blood XP I actually want to post the picture right here but nah, i scared illegal or not for the faint-hearted i suppose.
And during all these past few days....
Wanna thank Suet for letting me use her 512MB RAM for now. I felt faster than before! LOL
Wanna say hurray to myself for passing my DSA common test, but say BOO!!! to Computer Maths 2 for getting a F for F**ker!
WDD practical test PASS! WOO
I got my laptop reformatted!!! T_T but good thing all my data is saved!!! You noe what data i mean! LOL
WPDP Project Presentation postponed to week 15! Yay! Ureshii! But must do a superbly good work! Boo!! >.<
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Heehee. My two favourite Jpop idols. Whoo!
Freak man! Aya Hirano is so typical japanese cutie!!! But! Leah Dizon's a mixed blood chick! How?!!?!? Ahh!!! Gaman dekinai! LOL
- Err, she's damn hot in her 'other' type of photoshoot. Just that i dun wanna show it here, it's too hot! You can just search from the internet for her den you all noe. lol!
I'm so in my imaginary world alr. You are forgotten. I'm already finished with you. Yea you noe who you are.
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
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