Finally, the most climaxing moments in poly life is the official ending of major exams. Go whoo~ and throw a party and tear off all the lecture notes and it's time to slack etc. etc.
But as for my life, there's no difference on whether i'm having a holiday right now or still having exams anot. The point is that i'm still busy doing my own business, and there are times where time is just too slow or felt like just fast-forwarding it to another time.
Like i said, my holidays will be filled with band, some research, animes, and also not to forget 'fasting' -_-" haiz
But nvm! It'll be the time where i won't talk nonsense, i won't talk dirty stuffs, i won't say bad things, i won't watch p***/h***** during the day and also i won't be tempted by hot/pretty/cute girls wearing skimpy clothings or that sort. Food is not important, and i'll be on diet!!! ^_^
YAY!!!............NOT!!! =(
Today i overslept. It's damn shiok to sleep today, i don't know why is it so. And of course, my sleep is filled with many many random and interesting dreams. There was one creepy one where my flat got cursed or something to do with the appearance of many ghosts, so i have to follow this 'old man' where he gives some safety precautions and guides. I felt as if i'm in a game like that. lol
And yea, that dream was before my section outing. I woke up and shower, after that went out to meet them at yck mrt there. Section outing was yesterday after my last paper, and of course, the dinner forked me out some of my hard cash. lol
I've even more interesting dreams this morning though, that's why i overslept. I think i slept for like, 13 hrs??? LOL PIG!!!
and i'm damn broke right now. I wan emo liao =( lol!
My body feels tired, it's the cause of the tough training of maths just now that i received from Atiqah-sensei! lol! Just hoping that i can make it for the maths test tmr, and memorise and know all the techniques and methods that i've just learnt today. It was a great training, thanks Atiqah!
Tomorrow i shld be waking up early to do some last-min stuffs. Damn. My will is pushing me forward, but my body somehow can't take it. Thanks to the weather -_-
Well, raining can mean a good nights' sleep. lol
Ok i really need to sleep.
Jeff Dunham & Peanut. I laughed and rolled on my bed until my stomach damn pain yesterday night watching this thing. lol
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Sometimes i just fucking can't understand why the fuck my bro has to keep on barging into the room and not wanting to CLOSE THE FUCKING DOOR PROPERLY. He doesn't want to close the fucking door! Fuck! What is he thinking, he wanna catch me watching p***/h***** in my room?? Oh fucking try to do so man! Of course i'm not as stupid as you! lol!
And i guess i'm sleepy. Should i sleep early tonight? lol So not used to sleeping during this time. lol
Tomorrow - Comp Maths training. Fuck, maths always gives me the headache! Wednesday - Comp Maths is gonna kill me by then! Thursday - OSM's gonna spoil my sleeping time already!
Den after that will be off to NYPSO Trombone section outing. lol Friday will be HSSB, and then saturday another HSSB and den OBOG! lol
Darn, i really need to save money. =(
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I think my desktop background is abit too gayish? LOL
I think this video's cool. Can notice the weird weird "drawings" on their faces lol. Been listening to it for repeating times, good for venting anger lol.
This one's another addicting live video lol. Access - Doubt & Trust. So climaxing. Wahahaha!
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I farking can't sleep properly. Too used to the nights. lol
Sian. Later's the starting of doomsday and i still haven't get through my notes properly. Fuck'd up, and bored. Everything that happens nowadays are always against me, against my terms and expectations, and of course, my wants. Damn.
And the weather is cold these few days. Shiok. But it'll make me more hungry lol. Alright, gotta rest. Studying again at 8am later. lol.
Well for anti-jpop peoples i apologise for my utterly jpop-addictive fetish in this blog. OH well, it's my blog, i've the right to do anything i want! Why am i apologising??? Lol!
And yea, if you look at the time of this post below, it's from GMT 8+ Singapore/Kuala Lumpur timing. No fakes. It's 6 plus and i haven't slept a wink! F*CK! Just what's fcuking wrong with my body system?!?!
And yea, now probably HS band members are fully awake and up going to school already. lol
And talk about study study study. I f*cking can't understand Internet Programming shit! What's worse, i can wave my white flag for Comp Maths 2. (oh, Atiqah i really NEED you to teach me maths next week!) Whichever way it is, i'm so f*cking gonna screw and scrutinise this "IP" crap later, every single shit into my head.
Due to this shit, i can't attend band later =(
I'm so sad!
Arhhh!
Lol! I think i got so geeked into band until i can almost die without band. Oh well. Enough of my drama, i need the motivation!!! Ooooohhhhhh FIGHT!!!
Hitler complains about ERP. Lmao!
I gotta sleep right now! Nites! Eh, MORNING!!! ZZZZ
Damn bored. Flipping through the notes won't do good. lol
I'm backing up files from my laptop so that i can have more free space and also to do a major cleaning up of the many many contents inside my drive. Then after that only i'm able to put in new files. lol
I just remembered about my september night outing. Currently desperatingly needing two more buddies to fit in the car. Any 'night angels' out there who wanna celebrate my birthday night outing on 17th sept Wednesday? Of course, it's a free ride and will be picked up from your place. lol
Anything just tap on my msn or email or wadever is suitable for you.
I was in love with this song, i don't know why. lol
Sian. That's the very word that you'll hear from me these few days. Or perhaps until dunno how long. The sian thing is that, i've to wait until next week for exams to be over. And also, i have to study like mad until the exams are over. Fuck. Screw exams. Screw the person who started this 'exam' thingy and whoever who created this word. Fuck fuck fuck!
Maybe it's just me who can't stand reality shit. I'm a reality defiant, a real deception.
Well, to put things apart, my day today was rather sleepy day for me. I slept the most out of today. Yes. First of all i didn't go to Luntat's house to study. And found out that his gf was also there, so i don't wanna be a light bulb there i suppose? lol! And then, reaching around 8 plus, i had this sleepiness in me in which i can't stand it and started lying on anything that can be landed upon. I ended up having countless dreams and having to wake up a number of times. The point of waking up, is the point that my current dream ends, and thus getting back to sleep creates another new dream.
But my dreams are all the weird things =/
I ended up lying on my own bed and slept for like, three times? And i realised that my brain's playing on me, and i heard voices at the same time. Illusions? Or just too stressed up? Or thinking too much? lol i totally don't know. The atmosphere was very comfortable for me to sleep. It was a great experience to me i guess. (well, sleeping has it's good and bad side though! XD)
And i suppose i wun be sleeping for quite some time right now!
I dno wat's with the new blogger layout right now.
Boring day man, gotta do nothing for today. Congratulations. But no worries, this is the very free time for study and animes. lol No other stuffs will get into my way, i'll go anime all the way! Muahahaha!
Oh well, i should start studying already. Whenever i told myself to study the next day, it'll always be the same the next day, no studying is done. zzz
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Yesterday night got Moon Eclipse. Did you see it? I saw for awhile at 3.38am, den went back to bed. lol. It lasted from 2.23am until 6 - 7 plus i think. Fuck. I don't have a telescope/binoculars that's why =(
From what i remember, the moon somehow looked like this when i looked at it. Coz it's still early eclipse though. lol
I still can't get over with my anger feelings over my previous post thingy. Tsk!
Not saying that i'm jealous or watsoever, but just how life is far differ from mine and that fella's. Damn. Mine's a definite fantasy world after all. lol
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Still can't get over Love Hina, it's by far the best romance i've ever seen, putting aside the funny thoughts, the main storyline is fine. But the fact of being a manager at an all-girls dorm is abit kinda fantasy world. Lol! Shamin stop dreaming! XD
Aside that Love Hina lifestyle, my lifestyle is way anti-climax. And i dun wanna talk about it lol. Anything just entertain me here and there coz i really got nothing much to do especially this week, i've been fussy grumpy and sometimes even sarcastic. I still dun wanna apologise though. And yea, if there's like any interesting events for me to go that DOESN'T USE MONEY, can let me know oso! XD (Sorry, i gotta save up! =D)
Lol. Damn funny. Kenny send this one. after i see this page i was oso like "KNNBCCB!!" lololololololol
And i was thinking also, this guy was so lucky to get such a cutie, when people like me is/are suffering in hell like totally nobody's business! Fuck life!
Second, was shot by tqah. So need to waste my time to answer unnecessary questions.
1) If the person who hurt you the most recently apologized, you would say… Nothing! Merajuk ah! (What’s merajuk in english ah? Lol!) 2) Do you still talk to the last person you kissed? Eh, my first kiss is still a virgin. lol 3) Are you a morning person or a night? Night. Ghost mah. Lol! 4) Are you there for your friends? Haha! Hard to say eh? 5) Are you a forgiving person? Well, yes. 6) Do you smoke on the regular? No. 7) Are you mad at anyone? Hmm. Let’s see... 8) Are you an aunt/uncle? Yes. How irritating kids are. lol 9) Who was the last person you ate with? Kenny, Luntat and Perseus at mac ytd. Today i ate alone at home lol. 10) Who was the last person you talked on the phone with? My mum? Asking her to buy snacks for me lol. 11) What is something that you do daily that your friends might not know? Ooh! A bunch of list i shld say XD 12) Are you feeling uneasy about something lately? Yes. The fact that i’m still ______ (fill in the blanks lol) 13) Do you have plans for your friends next birthday? Who? When? No. I don’t know. I don’t like to plan stuffs. 14) Where are your top three friends right now? Sleeping i guess. 15) Ever punched somebody or been punched? YES! 16) Do you want children? Eh??!!? Siao. Not now but mayb when i 30–40yo that time den can consider. 17) You’re in the hospital, who of your top friends would come visit you? Haha don’t know. 18) Anyone from your past come to mind often? YES! 19) Are you a happy person? What do you think??? lol 20) Is your coming birthday on a holiday? YES! Semester break. But fasting month. Fuck! T_T 22) If you had one wish for your best friends what would it be? Faster lose your v*rg*n*ty!!! XD Kidding! ;P 23) Could you ever be in a long distance relationship? Haven’t try yet how to noe? Damn this question. 25) Do you have a good grades? NO! 27) Does anyone like you? Ask around. 30) What the food you last ate? Rice with CURRY!!! Just like animes do! LOL! 31) What are you wearing right now? _|_ you damn kpo hor stupid question. 32) Where is your handphone? On my desk charging. 33) What are you looking forward for this coming week? OBOG! As well as many other ‘stuffs’!! >=D 34) Whats your favorite subject? You should know what. I always talk about the same favourite ‘subject’ lol 35) Whats something you really want right now? You should know what also. I’ve always been talking about it to some people eh??? Lol! 36) Did you bought something new? Stop being kpo. 37) What color is your hair? Black, turning brown :/ 38) Do you find yourself loved? I don’t give a damn. lol 39) If given another chance to love that person again, would you do so? Haha! First of all, who’s the person whom i love in the first place? lol 40) What are you doing aside from this? Listening to my music as always. 4 people being tagged are: Everyone. Whoever has got nothing to do and is interested to do this quiz for fun please do so.
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Got addicted watching D.Grayman, and yea, gotta miss Lenalee's beautiful long hair. lol. And i gonna pause this anime for awhile.
And i began to re-watch Love Hina. Too bad i can't post photos due to the 'ecchi' rating lol!
2 weeks. I really should start right now. Needing a maths tutor. Haiz.
I really have no right to blog right now, and at this time. I shld be spending precious time studying shit. ARHHH! FUCK!
I'm absolutely procrastinating to study. There is definitely, something that doesn't allow me to study. Why? How the fuck i know! I know myself best but this shit is not getting away from me, i just can't study.
So now i'm going to sleep until 6AM. If by luck i wake up at 6am den i shall start studying.
I'm just scraping off every food around that's in my house. I'm eating too much. It's mainly bcoz i'm too bored at home and there's really nothing else that i can do except to know the fact that i'll be dead for tomorrow's test. >.<
It's so damn unhealthy staying at home all the time. I need a breather. I need something new. lol
And yea, here's a list of things that i wished that i could buy. External Hard Drive for extra storage. New earpiece. Super bass. New mouse. Mine gonna spoil soon. A better set of speakers. New wallet.
CUTE RITE???? XDDDDDDD
I wish to have a group of friends who are like this. lol
I slept the whole day today. *Clap hands!* I realised it when i wake up late afternoon, when the sun is going to set liao. Felt so beaten up sia, no energy at all, so black-faced, coz i was listening to sad songs all the time while sleeping, which totally destroys my whole sunshiny day. lol.
Den of course, stayed at home as if i'm in prison like that. So nothing to do but only my laptop as an accompaniment. In total no mood for anything.
And now i'm having the Night Owl habits already, since school is getting short, my self-alarm clock has been shifted forward at a later time. Why? Coz the days are so boring that i look forward to nights even more XD
Spent the whole day/night with animes and craps. Bitched about many stuffs, and that's fun! lol
Looking forward to this saturday, and also i need to plan for tmr's another boredom day for me >.< lol. I gotta admit that i'm really not appreciating anything in my life right now, coz i don't have what i wanted right now. (don't think of anything dirty, it's not funny) And yea, didn't get to eat pizza just now due to me not going to school for that stupid 2hr lecture. lol
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Have i told yet? I actually encountered some 'thing' at 5am 2 days ago. It touched me on my chest/stomach area, coz i felt warm there. But didn't really touched me at all, i just felt warm at that area, when actually there's a fan that's blowing right on me. How weird, it certainly felt a bit hairy and, wat's worse is that i can't move when it touched me. And of cos, i can't move means i can't see, coz i'm covering my eyes with my bolster and yea, it certainly sucks coz i can't get to see wat's the thing looked like. lol If possible i might wanna give a kick on it, see how it reacts XD If i can take a pic of it, den i confirm will upload on this blog. No kidding. lol
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D.Grayman is getting more fun! lol
Let's stop schooling and become exorcists for a living! =)
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
