Terrible enough for me to abruptly wake up, look around first b4 starting to aaaahhhhhhhhh!!!! And then regretted about waking up.
Oh wait, why regret waking up? lol!
Mum used to say that sleeping during the afternoon has got lots of nonsense dreams. I'm just hoping that reality wun be the opposite of it. Like seriously. zzz If not, i'll have the greatest failure of my life.
Was ROFLMAO the whole time on Razor Ramon HG's crap. lol Well, this one's kinda catchy lol. Hard Gay becomes a cupid lolololololol
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Gosh, i've got slight flu. zzz Raya's near, but i totally don't give a damn. lol Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma!!!! Get away from me, i need good 'happenings', not dilemmas.
I freaking can't sleep, till right now, thanks to Redbull. Despite all the trouble i tried my best to rest here and there, but...
There never cease to have a few faggots living at my house. No joke.
Faggot 1) smoke at toilet like nobody's fucking business. Wants me to die earlier than him. Faggot 2) barges into the room like as if gonna catch me red-handed for watching p***/h***** & tries to act smart by sitting behind me playing the fucking same shit game and tries many ways to peep my computer screen. Fuck you faggots! I'm fucking hate it to be in the same blood as you shits.
1. The person who tag you is? : tqah 2. Your relationship with him/her is? : Classmate. Love consultant? lol 3. Your five impressions of him/her? : Ok lah. If only she's not a minah, den yar... lol! :P 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? : HAHA! Teach me Comp Maths! lolololol 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? : Good luck! 6.If he/she become your lover, you will? : Urgh... 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? : Change race? lol that's impossible lol! 8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? : Have a hard time? XD 9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? : The fact that i hate malays, most probably... hmm... 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? : Haha talk talk and talk! Alot of things! lol! 11. Your overall impression of him/her is? : A comfortable fren to talk to / a helpful love consultant. lol 12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : Ask around. 13. The characters you love of yourself are? : I'm an evil guy but sometimes i don't mean it. Well it's at least better than being a total evil guy. lol! =X 14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? : I fall too easily and too hard, causing deep emotional disturbance. 15. The most ideal person you want to be is? : Ultraman lah! LOL 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? : Thanks? Heheh...
I seriously don't wanna do this shit anymore, with all the tags and etc. craps. Is there any other constructive thing to blog anymore?
Sad to say, i'm bored like hell. My life's been the stupidest of all, wake up at night and sleep during the day. And when the time comes, i've to go for band. And then got home and did NOTHING. And yea, with Ultraman and a few other games, plus animes and stuff, somehow managed to fill up 70% of my boredom.
Well, at least it's definitely better than having school. That fucking shit school. Always as biased as hell they are.
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Oh well, right now i really need a few boost-ups. I have to admit that i'm under 'dilemma'. And it's quite bugging me since then. First of all i need a love-love show. Must be ecchi-rated. Second, i need to at least go out there to slack or watch a movie or two.
Thirdly, no matter how much i eat, it's always not enough. Always no energy during the day one. What's with my body?!?! I can't say that fasting is nonsense, but i can say that it's not good for health. It's just, good practice for endurance, that's what i think?
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Missing you already...
A holiday trip or two should be good for these few days.... Haiz. And Oh Ya!! I need to see happenings, happenings and more happenings! Good happenings, please happen right in front of my very eyes! lol!
Alone in my room, i smelled a fart that wasn't mine.
Ok. I totally forget my thanks to those people who had wished me happy b'dae the other day lol.
First off, we got Kenny, Huifen, Pegan on the 17th sept morning. lol Den got Luntat and Perseus on the 17 sept evening, if i'm not wrong. On the 18th was my sis right in the morning, and followed by i forget who alr. On 19th itself was Hasniza, Joel, Shimin, Weepeng(same b'dae =.=), Yvonne, Fong Yee, Luntat, Perseus, Kenny, Atiqah. (Any missing names? lol) Den belated were Shuwen(just!), Huifen again, and Yvonne. again. =.=
I think i missed out some people, but nvm. This is all that i can recall.
I believe that the fact that i'm listening to band music, somehow makes me think that i've no life. Some might really disagree but that's just my mentality thinks right now at this moment.
But don't worry! Ultraman still rocks! lol! And of course, so as Captain American, Hawkeye, Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, Captain Planet, Winx Club, Ninja Turtles etc. >>>>>>>>>EXCEPT FOR B*TMAN!!!!!<<<<<<<<< This punk has no super powers AT ALL, therefore he SHOULDN'T be in the superheroes section rite? Damned the author/storymaker for such a stupid lameass fantasy shit. I watch D.Gray-man's storyline is much more interesting than his lah.
Ah nvm.
Well anyways, I've been playing this!
See! He's so damn powerful can? LOL
"Defeating ominously large monsters is my job to save the world!" LOL!
But this fella always "low batt" if he fights for too long. lol
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Today's band was... Okay. I've to admit that i didn't touch my instrument for quite some time alr, but i somehow got back the grip of the "correct method". Sometimes playing the instrument for a long period of time without stopping, by somehow we can unconsciously forget about basic methods of playing the instrument due to the adrenaline or pressure to the willingness to play a certain style or dynamic, despite being tired or lack of the remaining stamina. That's how i see through playing of the instrument. Of course, many people would say that playing of the instrument shld be just a few hours per day is enough for training/practice.
Okay, i'm totally out of words already. I've really got LOTS to talk about but just that the mind just can't vomit out everything. Can say it's fasting's fault. lol Recently i've oso been not eating much, even for breakfast i took extra water intake, coz i noe that it's essential and to reduce dehydration too.
And yea, i'm currently having some issues to be handled with my own thoughts and decision. Maybe some of you have already heard the story already. lol
Today's a day off, so i can take my time to have it a thorough thought... hmm
One year older grow more wrinkles grow more hair one more year nearer to death. That's what they said when someone gets a year older.
To me getting old is so untouching experience. Coz i'll feel old, i'll get to do more on adult stuffs but can't do children stuffs. And i shld be more wise and matured and not childish and stubborn, playful etc.
And also not to forget that the older you get, you'll ended up finishing your studies and your career starts from here onwards. What will you become of in the future depends on what you are doing or studying right now. Zzzz
But thinking in an optismistic way, becoming one year older is like, You've Leveled Up!!! Isn't it? Lol! haha i'm beginning to sound like some Maplestory game lol.
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Suddenly felt so busy, suddenly felt so bored. lol I'm listening to new songs, den suddenly got lost from this post. lol
I'm feeling damn fuck'd up right now. Supposed to be cold at nights but it's sickening warm and sticky shit.
And it's always the anti-climaxing night where i'm about to be all alone, almost to emo time, and then there's fuckers barging into my room like nobody's business, or thinking that they can catch me watching p*rn red-handedly or watsoever crap, and it's irritating and it's fucking disturbing the peace in my life.
Those people should be left outside until i'm satisfied and go to sleep. They should come home and leave home right b4 i wake up. Coz i freaking hate to see their faces and presence at home.
And why wouldn't they just go marry off and get out of the house? Isn't that a good idea? lol
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Yes, i've watched finish xxxHOLiC, and i'm left with little shows to watch left. The movie was awesome! lol!
When it comes to boredom, many things came into our minds.
And while i was looking onto some pics that i've found:
GO GO POWER RANGERS~! LOL classic rite? haha!
Windows cutie version. lol!
Kasuga Asumu a.k.a. Osaka-san Win XP lol!
Best friends?
Bloody. cool.
Woah. High quality cutie
Come play with me....
lovely.
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Just now went out. Kenny's driving so shiok. lol Just sit down and enjoy the scenery. And sumore we go and see trees. But didn't went to OCH or Red House or what. Just those normal places and dark areas that's all. Didn't get to see any "shiok" stuffs or flying things except for aeroplane flying down from the airport there lol.
First went to Jln Kayu eat, den Bottle Tree Park or something like that. Den went to the Seletar road there, damn ulu road lol. Then off to Changi Village. Were too early to see ah guas there, so didn't get to see any lol. Den off to Geylang instead. But nothing fun happening there oso. Shld be too early. Then went to Mount Faber. See many many buildings.
And yar, drove past the Ferris wheel thingy, i haven't get to ride that shit yet. Heard that it can fill up to as many as 30 people, i supposed that's no fun at all lah. Which romantic couple would want to sit with 28 more others? lol!
Oooookay! I'm going for breakfast liao. What an emo night. lol
During these two days i've fully recovered my lost breaks. lol Felt so holy having to fast at home and break fast at home too.
But there's always people who always fuck'd my day up. @#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&@#$%&
Today again, someone is playing the guitar Mixing with the street sounds, it cries out “ororon” Yesterday, the hand smelling of my father’s ink Left a mark where it hit me, where pain still lingers
On the train platform, when the wind goes through my body It’s like the magic of spring has been cast on me… It’s as if this world has, to me, to all of my sloppy self That night, was willing to embrace me without a word
It’s like a late-night Sunday TV program From time to time, I wonder for whom I exist Old escalators, a bench with a worn-out color Under a fluorescent lamp, I tremble restlessly
That moment when the soft wind seeps into my chest It’s like the magic of spring has been cast on me… Without a word to anyone, that day when I had given up on everything That night, seemed to say it was okay and forgive me
I gotta post here, or else people wun be visiting here anymore. lol! Okay!
First of all, i was soooo tired from yesterday's band practice. What's worse is that i'm fasting throughout. Zzz Secondly, i've gotten weaker from having empty stomachs during practice; i can't use my usual strength into blowing my instrument, since air is mostly needed, but my system just half-way there only. Tired? Or lack of energy? Or i'm just pure weakling? lol i'm so damned
Gotta practice more man.
I'm gonna finish soon on xxxHOLiC (note that this anime is NOT hentai/porn) I just love the weirdness of the show. lol. People who can see spirits, people who can grant wishes, people who have demon-ward powers etc.
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Okay i'm so blunt of ideas already. So i shall just write wadever happened these few days? lol
Friday was the last day of HS band prac. So i went there, at first i got so worried that mayb they're not having anymore prac? But i nvr heard anything about last practice or wat. Coz Peijun said she's coming oso, until i went out and heard some instruments outside the school and i felt relieved. lol
So went inside with Peijun, since she don't wanna go inside alone, scared of the security guard or sth like that, ended up security guard don't give a damn about her. lol!
Den practiced a few stuffs. Played and was thirsty. lol Can't remember the rest of it alr, until we went to HGPT to slack. OF course, with the usual members: Lynette, Zora, Winsome, Jerrick, Yongyou. They ate first, den talk cock the whole time. lol Jerrick loves to bully Zora, then ended up all of us oso seemed to be bullying her. lol! Den can break fast liao, moved from kopitiam to Mac and slacked there. Den Jerrick wants to play Neopets, and Yongyou wants to play Pokemon. Kept pestering me to finish up my food very fast. -_-"
What juniors i have. *shakes head* lol!
PS: i dun wanna mention the stupid "bang" thingy. Gives me the headaches =S lol!
Den home and crapped on msn. Slept. And missed 'sahur' time. Zzzz
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Saturday is the most tiring. 9am: Nypso brass sectionals with Mr Tan. Warmed up low notes, played like some land mower or some construction happening. lol! But the excercises were good, provided it's not fasting month! I kept having weird feelings in my stomach. lol!
Den after nypso will be OBOG practice. I'm looking forward, but i'm already half-way tired already. Fcuk. Went to pangseh YY and Jerrick. They slowly having their lunch at HG Mall. Can you imagine that?!?! That's why i pangseh them. Sorry Xin Hong for pangseh-ing you, but i don't give a damn about those two fellas! lol! Den went with Yvonne and Hasniza. It's Hasniza's first time going for OBOG. lol
Den many things happened during pract. Yonglin didn't came, so it's quite quiet, i suppose. lol And the air-con is super cold can!!! Den celebrated Joel's birthday! lol! Suddenly Shimin go tell everyone about my b'dae -_-" Damn Den have to cut the cake with Joel. Like some couple sumore. -_-"
After band went to Jurong Point. Ate at somewhere which i supposed i shldn't be. lol But since can fit people, just ate there lol. Den crapped again. I forgotten about getting tired back then.
Den home sweet home ^^
PS: Shuwen and her sister are so weird! lol! PPS: Jerrick and Yongyou are fat, so stop stealing food! lol
Went online, and den rite........ actually wanted to do sth one............
Ended up sleeping ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ And i skipped 'sahur' time again -_-"
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So right now i'm staying up till 5 plus so that i have the chance to eat. lol
Matrix Karate
Dinner Matrix
I laughed at these yesterday, thanks to Luntat. Enjoy. lol
I suddenly got this sick feeling inside me. Feels like,....
Wanting to end this world, like you noe... lol
I felt there's this 'importance' in me but yet, i'm still don't care about it. I'm like running away from my fate, or my destiny. All i do is nothing much nowadays. So what's the big thing coming up for this month? lol i don't know.
Maybe i'm worried that i wun be able to wake up tmr morning i guess. lol. Shit man, tomorrow's a full day of band. ZZZ i'll be super tired after that.
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I got addicted to xxxHOLiC!!! The show gets freaking interesting to me lah! haha! siao alr. lol
Guess i shall watch some love shows oso. ^^ And then watch some emo shows. Yay! Perfect combination.
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Now having a little flu. Urgh. And i just realised that nothing interesting and happening is going on nowadays. @#$%&*!!!
Okay i shall end here. Any queries pls email me or pm me. lol Arios~!
I had to reinstall that crap only then i'm able to sign in. So lameshit. Which kinda reminded me of stupid maplestory private server crap that needs to keep on reinstalling due to updates and stuffs. So lousy fucked-up game.
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The time when you needed a break, that's when the stresses comes. And when you've got a break, the boredom comes. WTF!!!
But since tomorrow i've totally nothing to do, i shall enjoy myself to watch animes full-time, also to continue some games and some movies. lol Shiok. And DON'T EVER ask me out tomorrow!!!
Den friday shld be going for HS. Hope that the weather's cloudy or wat. I hate to sweat before any practice. lol
Den saturday is OBOG!
Sunday shld be holiday wooooo~
And i dun wanna go Geylang, especially on a stupid hot/rainy day during the fasting month. I don't mind going there but i just don't wanna get myself tired. And mum's pestering me to go -_- Just dno why i hate going there, out of no reason. (Next time geylang shld make delivery jobs. Esp for people like me. LOL!)
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Okay i'm loss of words. I supposed many things happened, just that i'm too insensitive about it or i've totally forgotten about it. Zzz
i'm not going for band today, maybe tmr oso. not sure about it.
wanna recover back my lost voice. lol
Mood:Happy, relaxed lol
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Now, i wanna continue on of whatever i've not completed yet. Games, animes etc. My production has paused since last week. lol But this week is quite relaxing so, yea. Shiok
Yesterday was good, although i'm not at my best effort during the perf. And yea, lucky thing other performances will not be during the fasting month. lol! I'll just skip if there's any.
I'm shagged, i'm tired, i'm sick, my throat is hell ripped off, and my body can't take it. I had gastric pains during the prac. Fuck. Why does gastric pains come at the wrong time, moron!
Den i realised that, i can't take watermelons =/ if like that, how to grow more "power"??? they say watermelons good for "power" sia damn
I want my voice back!!!
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Okay, putting that shit aside, here's some cool shit i talked with Luntat. haha!
Shamin | u!ɯɐɥS Cute Is What We Aim For said: think that you so gay confirm those typical gay band *lick five wannabe lol! whaahah i'm so bias say *lick five so gay lol! j***s brothers oso gay gay brothers incest lol! Lun Tat says: shhhh lol Shamin | u!ɯɐɥS Cute Is What We Aim For says: only people with no life i suppose Lun Tat says: shhh Shamin | u!ɯɐɥS Cute Is What We Aim For says: worship such money-making lame bands whaahahah i'm so bad
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I'm so bad i'm really really bad, but i don't even think of apologising in any hell fucking way. I just freaking hate noob rock bands. I'm anti of those type. Even those who can't even make creative songs properly and just make recordings of that shitty piece of music half-way of their composing. Can they just freaking spend more time composing rather than showing their fugly act-cool-but-so-gay faces on music videos and live concerts? Worse of all, DISNEY CHANNEL, or some musical movies. oh fuck. the cinemas are just wasting productions!
And what about those oh-so-crazy fans? Tell me about it man. It's either no life, or i dno wat's so great about them, they're not gonna be some asian fan's husband or wat, they just want money and fame i think? lol Coz i don't remember professional bands having to go all the way to brag so much about their music and the oh-so-fun-teenage-love shit. Fuck man.
To me i think that it's not wrong to admire such things, just don't freaking abuse it and spread it like some propaganda shit, especially to people like me. I'm a tough nut to crack sometimes. I'm only against anything that's gay or gay-related, mentally, physically or socially.
And yea as usual some of their music simply are just a near-copy of other band's rhythm/lyrics/drumbeats. There's freaking no X-factor in their music sometimes. That's what pissed me off usually. And people are out there thinking that their music is superb! And yea, followed by them playing it loudly through their handphone speakers in public as if they don't have a pair of earpiece to start off with. Fuck you man! Whoever you are a gay moron forever!
And not only it's been focused into english bands or that sort, it involves in all languages of music. Once i heard a kepala buto noob jpop freak, who blasted his fuckphone with his jap song. And that song was one of my favourite song okay! Fuck! I'm so ashamed of how some singaporeans to do such a thing! I know very well that jpop is not famous in s'pore but PLEASE! FOR GOODNESS SAKE KEEP THE FREAKISH FETISHES ALL TO YOURSELF! YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD FROM YOUR HOME ALL THE WAY TO SCHOOL THAT YOU LOVE JPOP AND YOU WAN EVERYONE TO CULTIVATE THE CULTURE OF LISTENING TO JPOP MUSIC! Another fucking moron!
To all bloghoppers/fans/friends. I'm just fucking ranting some shit. Apologise if there's anything offensive that's of injustice. But if you are one of the abovementioned, then f*ck you too!
Right now my life is just pure... Sleep, at home, and then off to band at night/day/morning etc.
It's just too nice schedule for me, esp during fasting month like this. And i didn't get to eat Jama's kueh she bought for me just now, the fact that it has turned cold. I felt so bad. lol
I ended up drinking orange juice, good thing that it gives me enough energy for the JJC prac. lol
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
