I swear this song has got impact on me sia~ lol!


Like really, i'm so gonna be deaf soon.
For two days i've been blasting thru my earpiece with loud emo songs, and those music w/o lyrics. lol

And i realised that only a little of them have a deep impact on me.


C'mon man, i really need an impactful song sia!
Songs which really can make me drop deep down the drain and cry until my eyes bleed.
Lmao. So emo shit.

Ok wadever.

I've totally lost my morale.


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Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial. You can't use your name for the girl/boy question. Have fun!

My name is: Shamin
Four letter word: Sick
Boy's name: SANTANA!!! Squidward (counted oso? lol)
Girls name: Suzumiya Haruhi, Satsuki-chan!
Occupation: Salesperson, Specialist? Special forces? Skilled martial artist? Sleeping! hahahaha!
Colour: Silver
Something you wear: Socks. Slippers. Sneakers.
Beverage: Soft drinks? Soda? Sake? Sarsi. Suck some water? LOL
Food: Satay!! Sushi! Sashimi!
Place: Singapore River? Singapore General Hospital???
Something found in the bathroom: Soap. Scrub. Steamed stick? :O
Reason for being late: Steaming? Stranded! Stucked? Sick!!! Stripped? Slacking? Stretching? Smacking? Sleeping lor.
Something you shout: Shut up!!! Shut the $#%@#^#$ up! Stop it! Shucks! Shit! Suki daa!!!!
Font: Symbol? Small fonts? Squiggly font. lmao
TV Show: SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!
Song title: Shoulder to Cry On!!! Stop & Stare. Snow kiss. Sleep. Seven Years. Sayonara~. Stop This Song. Shamrock!
Country: Switzerland. Singapore. Slovakia.
Name 10 people to pass this on: (Must start with S oso ah, den forget it! LOL!)


Ok Lynette, you want it, it's done. -.- lol


Nites!

1. The rules of the game gets posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 6.55pm.
Sisters : 3 older sis.
Brothers : two stupid elder ones.
Shoes size : 7- 8?
Where you live : Singapore.
Favourite drinks : Water.
Favourite breakfast : Anything edible.

Have you ever :
Been on a plane : NO!
Swam in an ocean : NO!
Fallen asleep at school : What do you think?
Broken Someone's heart : A lot, I think.
Fell off your chair : Many times?
Waited for someone to call : Who cares?
Saved emails : All the jokes. lol
What is your room like : Damn messy.
What is the last time you ate : 6.00pm.

Ever had :
Chicken pox : Yeap.
Sore throat : Like duh.
Stitches : No.
Broken nose : No.
Do you believe in love at first sight : Ha! What do you think?
Like picnics : Quite fun.

Who was/were the last person:
you danced with : My shadow.
that made you smile: Classmates.
you yelled at : Can’t remember.

Today did you :
Talk to someone you like : No, not yet?
kissed anyone : NO! :S
talk to an ex : I’ve no ex.
Miss someone : Like duh.
Eat : Why do you still ask?


Best feeling in the world : Free from every problems.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : When young.
Whats under your bed : My brother’s bed.
Who do you really hate : A lot of people.
What time is it now : 7.04pm
Is there a person who is on your mind now : Like, not yet?
Do you have any siblings : Why you ask again?!?!!
Do you want children : Maybe no, but maybe yes.
Do you smile often : Don’t think so.
Do you like your hand-writing : No, I prefer typing.
Are your toe nails painted : NO!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : A chio bu’s who’s got a nice smell?
What color shirt are you wearing now : White.
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. : Doing this quiz.
When did you cry last : Ahh, I forget.
Are you friendly : Should be.
Do you have any pets : Currently no.
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : Haha! Haven’t!!!
Do you sleep with the TV on : No, I don’t watch TV the often.
What are you doing right now : Thinking of how to answer these stupid questions.
Have you ever crawled through a window : Yar.
Are you closer to your mother or father : None of your business.
Who was the last person you cried in front of : Dun think have.
How many people can you say you've really loved : Can’t say luh, walao eh.
Do you eat healthy : Yar. I don’t eat pork coz it’s unhealthy.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : I don’t have an ex!
Did you cry because of something someone said to you : Dunno?
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : No one.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago : Schooling in primary 2, playing children games, reading children books, making friends with children and having a child mindset.
5 things on my to-do list today : Watch ‘show’, clean room, eat supper, bathe and bitching session???
If I were a billionaire : Make business, make more money until I can get to buy the whole land in Singapore. lol
5 of my bad points : Find out yourself.
5 people : IDK.


My left eye damn reddish, duno why oso. Zzz.
Got kana shoot by someone that i watched p*** too much. Wth.
That's nosebleed, not red eyes!!!
Well probably lah, but i can confirm that it's not that. lol



Ok i'm ending here, stupid headache!
Like finally can headbang! lol!

I listened, and then laughed at myself. lol

Really bored. I'm like having a no-life.

Woke up 3 plus.
Den Zora called. Wth.
Come down hgpt to bitch. lmao

So okay.
Came down and bitched.
Got Wayne and Wesley oso, den cocked more.

Actually intending to go chinatown find some stuffs, but it was raining so heavily.
Zzzz.

Tues will be the HS band camp.
I'm still wondering whether wanna stay over anot, coz still got school sia.

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I will make a comeback.



Nothing much to talk about alr.
Arios~!

"You desire a deep and meaningful relationship, so take time to know someone without rushing to the big finish. Real love takes time to nurture and develop. Give it your full attention and enjoy the journey."

T_T

I is seriously fcuk'd up, yesterday and today.
I don't wish to say it here, it'll be a damn long story, and i will seriously curse people right now, so i'd better don't.
You know who you are, so fuck you and fuck off from my life, don't you ever come asking me for any favours anymore coz you don't even fucking care about me. Cheebye assholes mutha-#^%&#$%^#$%@%!!!!!!!

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Today is a bad day. Just like everyone said. Today is.

First of all, school sucks, especially Cost Accounting shit. I do IT job you moron, i don't even fucking care about money and numbers coz it gives me the headache and make me grow white hair, and i can hire an accountant instead of me doing it myself.

I didn't went for Ignited coz i'm broke, and i can't even get any free/sponsored ticket so heck.

What's worse is that, Fong Yee smsed me at 7.30pm. Mark me, 7.30PM. The time the concert starts, saying that she's got an extra ticket, come if i want.
And that's when i'm still at NYP? Still eating my dinner? WTF?! Wan me to take taxi ride there ah, sorry i alr told the whole world that I NO MONEY.

Yesterday's SAF concert was damnn good. Got US Navy Band principal guest players. They damn power lah! Esp the trumpet guy, i've been eyeing on him ever since the starting of the concert, and they played Celebration (they played the super hard trumpet part) lmao, and also pieces like Cave Town! whoo~
It's really a waste not to go for it lah, sumore FREE sia. lol!

My lappy's having a problem right now, gotta send it for servicing. Means, must have cash. Urgh!





I just wished money dropped from the sky, or i've participated in MTV Boiling Points and out of nowhere suddenly get money one. But too bad hor, reality is still a pain in the ass. Damn fucking life.



Alright gotta sleep, tmr 8am sia T_T
Nites!

1) I've been tagged by such a person called Atiqah for such a stupid quiz. (Oh yea, i should start noting down my weird stuffs right now)
2) I'm horny and desperate, but i'm just purely no luck.
3) I feared sadness in love MORE than the fear of horror and ghosts.
4) I'm 24/7 a pessimist, unless if i'm assured.
5) I'm a leader, who leads people to do bad things, not good things.
6) I'm a night person and NOT a morning person.
7) I f*cking hate Harry Potter, gay bands, and most chinese/nigga crap/techno crap/malay crap songs sung in MRT/bus/taxi/trishaw/bikes/public/on handphone (like seriously, when i hear it, i $#%@^#$%&% swear inside my heart i feel like slaughtering and mincing whoever it is, with my own very bare hands) so mostly i hate typical stuffs that everyone likes in SINGAPORE. Idk why but it's just freaking disgusting to follow some of it.
8) I dun like people who can't make up their mind. It's always problematic.
9) If you think that i'm a malay, well think twice.
10) If you think that i'm very weird person after reading this, well look around on other people and think twice again before saying so.

Aites. back to blogging. IE had been shit on my comp recently idk, probably the updates.
I'm busy as hell lah. I've no sense of direction nowadays, just that today feel like blogging coz it's partly free time. But now is wat time alr -_____-"

And yea, my laptop is crazy liaos. So don't be surprised if i happen to go offline during msn conversations eh. It's just that the laptop will hang. Idk wat the hell happened to it. Spoiled. Must be sent for servicing already. haiz. money again. zzzzz

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Ok putting that aside, i've been bothered by this very topic that has been discussed just now after OBOG prac during dinner. It's been bugging me, getting all pumped up for the great event.

BAND CAMP.
Meaning: Lotsa ghost stories, lotsa ghost experiences.
And school has got lots of rumours. So shiok sia.
Why would most people nowadays be scared of such nice ghostly encounters/experiences, when people like me look forward to it ever since i've been born into this world??? Why are people so f**king hum chee???

I'm not trying to say that we have to provoke these beings till they don't have peace or watsoever, no that's something bad to do.
But!
Getting disturbed by such 'beings' is something that's NOT our fault. Well probably have lah, but probably not oso. And getting the experience is something that's so out-of-the-logic isn't it?
Something like hearing weird sounds coming out from the band room, or hearing a mallet playing when there's no one in the band store? Or best is, one-on-one encounter with a figure in school compound. Okay i noe it's scary shit, and it's the most scariest when you're freaking alone and you're the only one who can see it, and you can't seek help anywhere but to yourself and God.

Scary? Fun?


And the next moment you're still alive the next day you freaking thank God for protecting you, and you'll be off either boasting it off to friends, or you'll just understand things which can't be explained in terms of logic, and just keep quiet about it. lmao

Talking about scary shits, i found a pic on the internet. Duno whether it's real anot, but it seemed to be original.
Don't scroll down if you can't take scary stuffs!
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Found this on the net. lmao. find the strange thing about this pic



Now I'M F*CKING SCARED!!!
AAAARRHHHH!!!!


ok go sleep liaos

Arios~!

Your own actions led you to this frugal lifestyle. This is the wrong time to rebel against discipline. Instead, cool off today.

Idk why but horoscope today seemed right about what i feel right now.
Fcuking pissed.
People who pangseh.
And people who trying play around and make use of me.

A big 'f*** you' to these people and you shld just rather f*** off than showing me your faces.
I've seen the very same patterns everytime, and i gotten f***ing SICK of it.

Very busy very busy very busy!!!

I totally got no time to blog about:
NYPSO concert (it was super duper ultra mega shiok lah! climax!)
after NYPSO concert (fuck'd up, but classmate buddies rocked my night)
OBOG absence on 1st nov (Post-concert blues??? LMAO!)
my daily school life (sucks, but my classmates rocks! whoo~)
academic stuffs (nah, totally suck ah. but some so far so good)
my sore throat, flu, den cough (since b4 concert?!?!)
poor Bach, now using Besson (Bach spoiled b4 concert!!! @#$%#$^)
busy life, no time for academic studies
me gonna do something nasty
me being evil
my problems
my stupid laptop problem
how unprepared i am for OBOG LIVE
my wonderful nypso conductor (he's leaving nypso this sunday! damn sad lah!!! ='( )
mr oura most probably be taking over NYPSO
how desperate i want to avoid sleeping these few weeks
band band and more band these few weeks!
my dear friends around me who support me as much! (you noe who you are!!!)
Diablo 3 (the trailer so damn cool i wanna play sia! XD)
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I just wanna say that i feel very contented during these few weeks. It has been happening alot to me! That's what i've been expecting and wanting, and so i got it! XD
I is a happy-go-lucky right now.
I used to feel as if it's last year. But that feeling was before concert.
And then i felt so high even after the concert. lmao
Till i skipped obog. Den i remembered people telling me that mr lim's not happy. GG
Coz i know my excuse is the most irresistably irritating! haha! ok i'm so gg. nvm
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And my horoscope says:
"You're experiencing some troubles with a sweetheart or possibly a close coworker, but it's not the end of the world. If you hold your ground, you might be able to open up a new side to your relationship."
- fuck. just hope that horoscopes are fakes. if not, i'll be doing it for real!
den something nasty will be happening soon liao. haha! potential heartbroker lmao.
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Tmr lesson 8am. $%^$%$@@#
Lesson ends 5pm. @#$%@^%#$
But no band. Yay! But saturday got. #$%@#^
Sunday performance. #$%@^%$^$%#%#@^#$%%@$$^$
Tired!!!



Sometimes i just feel that you don't even wanna appreciate me personally and my character. Idk what you're thinking and i think it's just so unright for us to be so distant like this and for being so one-sided. I'm totally disappointed in you.


Gosh, gotta sleep. nites!