It just don't get better. It sucks the life out of you till there's nothing left.
As for mine, there's so many bad lucks. So many problems to overlook. But the problems are okay, just that the many unlucky stuffs just gives me that extra ingredients in my f*ck'd up life.
Tmr's school.
Tio "anti-climax" recently. It's still bugging me until now.
Having flu/blocked nose. Wat the hell.
Projects.
Band.
I know i will keep holding on until all these problems are done and over, but hey, why the heck do i have to suffer all these shit? Why am i always under this kind of situation, it's always like this.
Until when will there be a time when i could get whatever i wanted...?
Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly
I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always waiting And ill come home and I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of The one that was so true Your were as kind as you could be And even though you're gone You still mean the world to me
I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always waiting But now I come home and it's not the same, no It feels empty and alone I can't believe you're gone
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I'm glad he set you free from sorrow I'll still love you more tomorrow And you will be here with me still
And what you did you did with feeling And You always found the meaning And you always will
And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me
Ever thought that... Everything that you've thinking or have thought sub-consciously, are all true?
Yea, just imagine.
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I used to think that, this week, the common test week, and also the concert week, will become a hectic one. I think that it has always been hectic life for me, but what if all the while, whenever i predicted something bad, it'll really come true?
What if i have a foul mouth?
IF that's the case, why not everyday sub-consciously think that it'll be a good day, a perfect day and a lucky happy sunshiny day? lol
It sounds absurd but it's all gotta do with psychology eh? lol.
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Ok, it has really been surprisingly, hectic this week, with the common test. I've to thank many peeps who have pressured me to study for the test. And thanks to Atiqah for the last-min tips for the elective test. *thumbs up!*
And about the concert, oh well. Got gastric pain. That was the worst. 11 Dec 2008 - the day I'll never forget, having to survive a gastric pain throughout a concert performance. Kns =_=
And about others, i dun wanna talk about it anymore. It kills me to think about them right now.
And to my fren Shuwen, please take care while in shanghai. Make more melamine eh? Lol!
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I wonder wat's with many people these days. So #$%&^@#$ emo. Is it bcoz of Christmas? Or is it just pure boredom which lead them to get pretty emotionally affected deep inside?
Lol. I'm getting bored too. But cheer up! What for going emo when, you're so free? Go get a life, play games, complete whatever you've left out for recreational stuffs. Or best, go for a holiday or a hike. Or go Pulau Ubin with friends oso not a bad idea. lol
But for people like me, can't do such things eh. At most i'll be watching my animes and movies at home, go out or start planning my project. Haiz. I hate being year 2, but i have to get my high GPA or else i can't go to my desired modules for year 3. Haiz. PRESSURE!
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Just because of love, i've made new enemies. Friends just don't seemed to be that friendly anymore. I hate this, this competition. Why compete? I'll lose for sure.
How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time.
How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time.
How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how.
The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode)
How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how.
Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... YEAH
How did we get here I used to know you so well Yeah Yeah Yeah How did we get here? I use to know you so well I think i know... I think i know...
There is something, I see in you, It might kill me, I want it to be true.
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
