I think i shldn't have gone to gym the other day. Shld've ran 2.4km or just slack the whole day or whatsoever. lol
And seriously, carrying trombone is like, lifting weights liddat. And esp with my left hand, my left bicep is the one affected the most!
And on the other hand, my slide can't reach position 6 and 7!!!! COZ MY HAND CAN'T FRIGGIN STRETCHED STRAIGHT!!! DAMN PAINFUL! WTF!!! LOL!!
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Okay moving on... I currently have two reports to complete. One is IAD, but teacher haven't gave me the green light yet, still gotta discuss with him again on tues or wednesday. Another one is ITSMFP. This two week's my turn to do the report and the shit presentation =.=
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Been to band room for almost everyday! I'm getting tired but i dun wanna lose the momentum, if not i'll lose all my goddam skills for next week's audition! Can't afford to fail! If i fail i'll cut off my d _ _ _!!! LOL! And i really damn lazy to go for saturday practice sia. I totally felt so un-benefited at all! I'd rather be sleeping at home or chionging my projects or wat. LOL!
Wat's worse is, i've been chionging Restaurant City like mad! I'm so fast to level 15 right now and i'm still up and running! Totally no breaks for my crew at all!
and i guess i do not need to explain about this youtube clip. XDD
Arh!! Dammit! It's always with the blank mind when it comes to blogging =.=
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ok i shall tell you all about wat happened these few days. 1. audition was postponed to next week =.= 2. i dreamt that i touched some girl's b____ =.=!!!! 3. i damn tired is not bcoz of lack of sleeping, but bcoz of DUN WAN TO SLEEP! LOL! 4. i'm chionging restaurant city 5. my mondays and tuesdays were awesome bcoz of _______ 6. i'm damn confused, shaken and scared right now. 7. i'm really chionging as much with my trombone. yeah! 8. i realised that i only do play alot of facebook games and quizzes more than anything else 9. AND TOMORROW I'VE TO WAKE UP AT 7AM!
I realised for almost 3 years of this blog life, that i do not have a wishlist. lol So i'm so gonna put them! XD
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Today had prac till night. Damn no life. I need even more practice for more often man. I'm almost there but i'm not! Wycliffe Gordon!!! RAHH! I shall work hard to go par with you!
At first i thought my mind went blank but actually i've got quite alot of things to say about
And so it came to pass that....
My laptop screen changed to this pic (in tile) and it looks so freaking awesome i can't afford not to open my laptop for at least one day!
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I had a weird dream this morning, which lead me to skip Web 2.0 class ZZZZZ
I dreamt that i was taking the Bach trombone that i'm using taking it home WITH the HARD CASE in which i think shld weigh about 10kg or so? And everyone were like "WAH! SO ENTHU HARDWORKING AHHH!!!" =.= wtf lol
It's mostly due to the fact that quite alot of people actually told me in real life that i'm actually quite the 'enthu' band these days. Which is so unlike me last time can?
But just think about it lah, rather than worrying about that shit, why not just appreciate and continue to support/encourage me more about band and trombone/percussion? Wouldn't that be better? LOL!
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I once had this 'sort' of debate in facebook with one of my old friend. Was complimenting and bragging too much about SNSD girls and took lots of their pics at FB, and then wrote on the wall that "viewing the pics made my neck pain" or something like that, if i'm not wrong.
And then came the dabate. Someone came and told me "SNSD.... plastic girls"
The thing is, I already knew the fact. But so what? They're just artists what.
It's something like, Michael Jackson with his operation thingy. But people still love his songs. Or the very rumoured Megan Fox thingy.(i still duno wanna stick to watching Transformers 2 next month anot >.<)
But it's different for SNSD uh. I totally love their looks, oh so cute styles etc.
But still, they're the ones giving me the motivation to live for another day or two. Also, i'm able to smile more often just by thinking of all 9 of them!
So you tell me lah... To worry about plastic girls or not, or care more about things that really make you happy. Decide.
One more thing. It's not like i'm gonna marry SNSD or what. That's the uttermost sad part of it. LOL!!!
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And Edward showed me some GODLY trombone playings by many different GODS(trombone professionals) Felt so damn fcking disturbed right now >.<
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And you noe wat? I suddenly thought of that "Girl" tag the other day. Sometimes i'm still thinking who did that. And the boobies thingy wasn't the actual "Girl", it was made by someone whom i know trying to prank. =.= And that trigered me to wonder who's the REAL "Girl" -.-" sian.
Lead to the river midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans on with hope to the grave And though Red September with skies fire-paved I begged you appear like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul untold was the pain I faced when you left me a rose in the rain... So I swore to the razor that never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb i'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon come above onto me? For once upon a time from the binds of your lowliness I could always find the right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl.
Wicked with your charm i'm circled like prey Back in the forest were whispers persuade More sugar trails more white lady laid Than pillars of salt...
Fold to my arms hold their mesmeric sway And dance her to the moon as we did in those golden days Glistening stars I remember the way We were needle and spoon mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb i'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon come above onto me? For once upon a time from the bind of your holiness I could always find the right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine
Ok, i wanna talk about band. First of all, year 1 practice. With Mr Leonard Tan, the band managed to pull off a very "fun" practice. :D And it's like, duno how much everyone misses Mr Tan :DDD
And and and and i i i i dun like some things around me that i don't wish to say it here. It's bcoz i wanna learn to accept things the way they are. But still, it's stored as "internal hatred". lol
And it's like woah, some other section got actually "potential" ones. Super happy. :D You all should noe wat i mean. XDD
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Dammit. I paused my blogging after awhile only my mind went blank!
Ok, today i was oh so lazy to do work sial. Fck. So dun have the momentum. Tomorrow alr need to hand in some stuffs. Den still?????? Fuck my laziness lah!
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The other time Edward showed me this Youtube video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJCZaAfaCqI I don't wanna show it here coz, I HATE THIS VIDEO SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING EVERY GUY WHO TOUCHES YOONA!!!! RAHHHHHHH!!!! It's simply a WTF video!
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And just now pulled myself out of bed just to go watch Philyouth/SSO concert. Actually shld've just watched SSO only, but go there is support fren ones, so yeah. But den oso nvr really watch much of SSO, after that left for dinner.
The only thing that disturbed me was: 1. The tortoises that i saw floating at the pond (it made me feel like taking them home and stare at them swimming the whole day)
2. The super SSO ang moh trombonists whom actually made super nice sounds during their sound check. I almost jaw dropped there. Sumore i'm listening to them LIVE and it's super nice! For a pessimist, one will be superbly low morale, but i'd say i'm OPTIMISTIC to want to chiong that kind of GODLY embrochure/air/techniques. Damn!
. . . . Last but not least, a pic of SNSD's kawaii Tiffany! Love her man! :DDDDDDDD
What's the worst thing is - why am i blogging when i've got homework to do?!?!?! WTF!
This week damn hectic lor. I can't even watch 'videos' at night. And it's so damn tiring i even skipped a few lessons. The first impression made is bad liao zzz.
Other than that, still been crazy about korean korean and more korean cute/pretty/hot girls! :D
And i freaking need more practice and more power! I'm like, a super fcking weakling who had just fell down a row of staircase and is in pain coz it hurts too much. I need lots of energy dosages man! Must eat more exercise more! \(^o^)/
What's worse in school is that, there are actually TOO MANY chio girls. What's even worse is that, even if they're chio, i can't do anything AT ALL! What's the most anti-climax is that, some of the chio girls will have at LEAST one fugly(fucking ugly) guy that sticks to her like glue. It makes my eyes sore like hell and it's totally affecting the 'beautiful scenery'. And overall, school is like, a torturous jail added with ultimate desperate temptations that you can never ever feel it's greatfulness in real-life. Holy crap!
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Some people thinks that playing classical is good. But some prefer to play jazz and self-improvise.
Joseph Alessi?
or Wycliffe Gordon?
o.O?!?! How sia!!! Two different types of trombone music. :D If can, i'd like both! XD
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But no matter how pro they are, this is one of probably my most favourited CoF video. Coz the drums are easy here XD death metal still rules LOL I like the female singer's voice in this song oso. :)
I'm really crazy. It's like i don't even know what the f am i doing, and why i'm doing it for what reason. Seriously i feel like putting out the anger but my ear just seemed to can't take hardcore songs. I felt irritated, ear-bleedingly and it gives me headache i wanna puke. And i don't even try watching WG/SNSD or any other korean stuffs coz i just don't have the mood to go into fantasy mode, ogling with fantasy creatures when i have to deal with the tiredness and sleepiness and leg pain =.=
Situation 1: I'm like a boy went for hiking, in which he found all of his lost baggages and he carried them, trying to skip his way hiking, lost his footing, and drop all the way down the whole path of the cliff.
Situation 2: I'm like a boy playing with fire, in which i already knowing the fact that fire is dangerous. Lucky thing i only burnt a part of my shirt, went to tell mum about it. But what can she really do for me? Buy me a new shirt? Buy a different shirt or simply just wear other old clothes or wear a protective suit the next time i play with fire?
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I seriously think that I'm badly corrupted. Fcking hell strayed.
I need to find back my sole reason. I need pure meditation now.
One of my fav blues song. Crying guitar damn shiok lol.
Used to be so easy To give my heart away But I found that the hard way Was the price you have to pay I found that that love was no friend of mine I should have known time after time
So long It was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you
Used to be so easy Fall in love again But I found that the hard way Was a role that leads to pain I found that love was more than just a game Playing to win But you'll lose just the same
So long It was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you
So many years since I sealed you face You will my heart There's an empty space Used to be
(SOLO)
So long It was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you
Though the days come and go There is one thing I would know I've still got the blues for you
Seriously, right now i feel like throwing away all my homework and start watching SNSD/Wonder Girls videos RIGHT THIS INSTANT! I need the dosage of beautiful girls right in front of my eyes. LOL!
And homework is making me gan chiong lah! It's not about duno how to do, it's more of how to start, and even got the laziness inside me that keeps on telling me to just heck all the shits and go to bed and SLEEP!
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I think Cradle of Filth has made me grow more angsty and vulgar, and what's best - HARDCORE. It's like my inner anger is engulfing out of my body each time i listen to that metal crap. (Yes, ear bleeding indeed, but i need the vent-anger songs right now. lol)
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Fark, now going 3am liao. Just finished my cover letter. Resume long time finished alr. I still duno wat to do about the Great Eastern company thingy. Screwed up shit. Nvm lah, at most i'll do the presentation talk cock session about my section. I must be a man, go through all my shits all by myself, and complete it with my very bare hands!
Ok, last but not least, i still crazy about Sun Ye and SNSD! \(^o^)/
Nites! Tmr i must not be late! If not counselling lol!
Yoona (윤아) Birth Name: Im Yoona (임윤아) Date of birth: May 30, 1990 (age 18) Position: Sub vocalist Height: 166 cm Weight: 47 kg Languages : Korean (Fluent) , English, Chinese (Basic) , Japanese (Basic) Blood Type: B School: Daeyoung High School, 2nd Year
Omg, i think Yoona's really my dream girl type sia! So awfully pretty cute and good personality(i hope!)
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Oh ya, just in case anyone doesn't know, i'm on MC for 3 days. Yea, 3 freaking days. It's like an -extended- holiday for me. LOL! So i'll be just staying at home doing almost nothing but on my lappy, or i'll be just resting after eating my medicine every 4 hours of the day.
And just now i slept without realising the time lah! Like totally exceeded the night time alr. lol. I wake up and it's alr 1am. Like kinda, wtf? The fever pills is like sleeping pills lah! LOL!
Other than that, i got the privilege to actually SKIP band. That's like, ownage. haha! And good luck to others playing without me around! Me resting till i'm super healthy. lol Coz i realised i might be lack of vitamins. Doc gave me vit C to suck on it 3 times a day, like eating a sweet. -.- But nah, the vit C oso tastes nice. :)
Shit man, i feel this uneasy thingy right under my throat. It feels like the symptoms of cough/flu starting. And my neck just went stiff today. It's like, right after i laughed off to a few of my friends who tio stiff neck since the past few weeks, now then i got myself a stiff neck. Karma isit? =.=
Well probably it's bcoz i slept too much today :O After all, it's LABOUR DAY! What can you expect man! There are probably alot of people going out, meeting friends out there, partying for today, go shopping, but there's always people like me who can't stand going out on a public holiday. I totally need my rest!
Other than that, i've been having a very tiring schedule. That should explain the reason i need my rest. Can say I know my limits, haha.
ipod/itouch/PSP blue
a pair of good drumsticks
a good Trombone + soft case (seriously)
headphones! the bigger the better lol
personal piano keyboard? lol
