IT'S TRUE!

okay fuck'd. i can't sleep, and there's nowhere i can go, so i'll just fucking rant here.....

like seriously i can't sleep right now, i feel so FRESH, and i've to wake up tmr 5.30am, like how??? =(

seriously felt so lost and very very very very weird feeling for my 1st day.
maybe i shall just prepared just in case will have scolding shit, den just heck care and just enjoy the stay there. lololololol

okay, i've got nowhere else to go, this is the best place to actually write long stories. lol

i'm just simply feeling very lethargic to do anything right now.. not even 5BX, not even running, not even taking a step out of the house. go out oso do wat shit?! if there's anything outside that i can do to improve myself, that one i don't mind uhh.. but go out oso will tend to waste my money, plus i'm broke, so kinda not safe to go out. lol

second thing is, i kinda wondered, why people think i'm a bad person? or i'm a dangerous person to be with. okay fuck it luh i don't give a fuck about that, like watever. but people around me aren't too honest enough. so fuck them instead, like to say say only, but actually they duno me well at all =.= plus saying me bad, they're just saying it to make themselves feel better, and it's not of their fault that they can't get well along with me... zzz

and yeah, third thing is, among all of the people around you rite, there are tend to have a few, who had done something wrong to you, and after that became too guilty to either come apologise, or even to come talk normally back to you again. like seriously, fucking assholes. seriously duno what they're thinking =.=

lastly, I REALLY REALLY HATE PEOPLE TALKING AND ASKING STUPID STUFFS. take this moment to really think hard as to what i exactly mean, and try to recall some of your past experiences as examples. if you failed in that, it means that you're fucked up. can't think well enough. yeah i mean it, and you should try harder =)
i can take informal nonsenses, rather than stupid questions. answering stupid questions is like, answering fucking test papers, which have totally nothing to do in real-life experience. seriously. and it wastes my breath, or if chatting, wastes bandwidth. some more need to think, so fuck it, i'm not gonna answer. if i keep quiet, it means it's a stupid question. maybe i should put an alert "stupid question detected" or smth like that =.=

okay one last one, regarding stupid questions. i realised it in many many many many people around. people talk to me, okay i listen. if nothing relevant i'll either just hmm orh okay... if i'm interested to know, i'll be like, "huh wat?? den how?? den wat happens next???" etc etc.... if it's funny den i'll laugh luh of course... and i began to realise that, i don't really ask the "WHY" question.
and why would people ask me "WHY" ???? do you even have the privilege to ask me why?? just keep quiet can?? damn pek chek leh must explain to you all the shit all over again. i'd rather talk to you grandfather story rather than answering your goddam "WHY" okay????



PS: i'm sorry if i've really offended anyone, like seriously. coz i really damn pissed and that's what a blog is all about. so live with it, this is my personality. it's either you acknowledge, and you can beat me up after that, just don't fucking repeat the same shit in front of me again. thanks alot!!!