i just feel the need to blog.

after talking to a certain number of people, i think i got mindfucked.

CAREER, FUTURE, GIRL

seriously fucked up. i still duno what i'm gonna do after i ORD, i still duno what i want for my future, and girl problems all over the place, i don't want to start on that shit.

ok lah, i've no problems with girl stuff. i don't even care about girls, just that seeing my frens all have girlfriends makes me feel kinda fucked up anyways. but wadever it is, not planning to have one. so far i don't see any potential ones. lol

moving that aside, still got this shithole i have to cover. my future, my career, my hole in my wallet. i still can't devote/lose my life towards this demon called "career"
career = no life
but idk what the heck is "life" to me. sit at home watching porn? fuck it

too many things to think about.