in times like this. i fucking need this space to rant the fuck out of my life.

okay first of all, why isit so fucking hard to communicate with people without giving the wrong impression?

2nd thing, people who are overly caring and concern about me, is a fucking turn-off. and i know i am insensitive, i AM insensitive that's why you shouldn't be doing so. so go do your own business for fuck's sake.

thirdly, i am FUCKING TIRED. yes, it's like i'm tired during weekdays mostly. i will only prefer to go out depending on the kind of situation and mood and the people who are going out.

fourthly, where the fuck is my SE non-cam phone?! kns who took it?! or where did i fucking left it?! knn cannot be magic disappear what! fuck!

fifth, i'm finally addicted to girls.... after SNSD that is. now i'm addicted to SDN48!

I've a short interest span. i tend to forget things that i used to be most interested with, or my usual habits sometimes keep on changing.

Most people think that i'm living a good life right now. that kind of perfect life thingy, BUT NO FUCK YOU, i'm suffering from lots of emotional stress that i always hold them in, probably until one day i will fucking snap.

Whoever who does try to fuck around with my life, fuck you, fuck off pls. i really don't need that extra shit from you. i might just eat poison and jump down one day.